Okay, now I'm currently continuing my studies in the foundation level here in Kolej MARA Kuala Nerang, Kedah. I'm taking foundation in science and technology or most likely known as foundation in engineering. It has been almost a month after I registered here. Good news, I'm not the only one from Sabah. There are a few of my friends of the same school.
I was kind of fascinated when I first got into this so called 'college life'. My first thought on college life is that we will never be attached with those shitty rules ever again, we can arrange our own timetable, pick our own roommates, and most of all, the eternal freedom. But I was wrong.
WE STILL HAVE TO FOLLOW THE RULES.
WE CAN'T ARRANGE OUR OWN TIMETABLE.
WE CAN'T CHOOSE OUR OWN ROOMMATES.
and last but not least,
WE CAN'T HAVE THAT ETERNAL FREEDOM.
It is kind of stressful for me because I'm not the kind of person who loves following rules and regulations. And I'm not the kind of person who'd like their classes be arranged by someone. And I'm not the kind of person who can cope up easily with new environment and new friends. I need time and space. On top of everything, all I want is FREEDOM. Living with rules is just so like secondary school. I hate it.
As for my love life, I'm having a crush on this one person in particular but still the person doesn't and will never know about my feelings. As always.
I guess that's all for this quick update. Its already 1:06 am and I need to sleep. Goodnight people! :)