Monday, November 28, 2011

Me, Myself and I.

Hello my dear bloggers.

The holidays has begun and likewise, I'll be staying at home with my other siblings. Today my siblings went back to our 'kampong' or to be exact, our village. Since I was home alone, I played with my DSLR and had so much fun editing my pictures. So, the results are below:

Edited. :3

Fake smiles helped me a lot. 

I am who I am, you can't change the way I am. 

Small eyes, wide forehead. Yeap. That's me.

Smile. :)

Waiting Outside The Line. #1

Waiting Outside The Line. #2
There you have it. a compilation of my pictures. Perhaps after this, I'll try to indulge my self into photography because it's kind of awesome. Plus, it's the widest and biggest trend in the whole world. Who wouldn't want to do it right? Unless you don't own any DSLR or Camera. But, it's okay, maybe you should indulge into something different. Anyway, if you have any comments towards my pictures above, you can comment it in the comment form. :) 

Happy Holidays. XOXO

Friday, November 25, 2011

Twilight Saga : Breaking Dawn Part 1

Childhood is the kingdom where nobody died. - Isabella Swan

As you can see from the picture inserted, I officially watched Twilight Saga : Breaking Dawn Part 1 on the first day of screening. This movie has been the most anticipated movie for this year next to Harry Potter Part 2. It has always been my dream of watching a movie on the first day of screening and thankfully, I did it.

Bought the tickets for 1:10pm show but waited for almost 25 minutes just because of a 'problemo' in the hall. Everyone couldn't seem to wait to enter the hall as it is like I said one of the most anticipated movie of the year. While waiting in the queue, we talked about our exam results. I was a little bit confident that I'll excel but at the same time, I don't think that I can. I told my friend to ask about my pointer and to my amazement, my guess was correct! I managed to excel in the final exam. Alhamdulillah. I was very excited and hyped as soon as I knew about my pointer. The door to Hall 6 has finally opened and people were rushing to get into it. I almost touched someone's butt in the mad crowd. *disgusting much.

The movie started in a blink of an eye. Jacob ran away immediately when he received the wedding invitation from Bella while Bella's mother and step father were so happy about it and not to be forgotten, Bella's lovely father smiled when he stared at the invitation. I guess some people can't seem to accept the fact that somebody's going to get married. Huh.

I didn't sleep through the movie because it was too damn freaking awesome. However, we were the only loud group in the hall. It was as if we own the hall and the cinema. Thankfully, the others didn't feel annoyed and the just let us be.

Movie Review:
   Twilight Saga : Breaking Dawn Part 1 was very amazing. You know, it's like you can feel what the actors and actresses are feeling. Their choice of wardrobe is fine. The movie really captured my attention from the beginning. And the way the end the story is beyond imagination because it really makes you want more for the Part 2. All in all, this is a very magnificent movie. You should NOT watch this with your family because there are some scenes which will bring you towards total awkwardness if you watch with your family. Perhaps you can bring your friend watch this movie. Just like what I did.

Rating :
***** 5/5

XOXO. Happy Holidays!

Monday, November 7, 2011


"Lust is easy. Love is hard. Like is important." - Carl Reiner. 

Howdy bloggers how're ya'll doing? As usual, I am fine and I am ready to blog. 

To be frank, I've always wanted to share about this thing since the dawn of time but because of exams and procrastination, I end up keeping it to myself for a very long time. But, Alhamdulillah, my fingers are very light and energetic.



In the whole wide world, there are only 1 relationship that is considered as normal which is a guy to woman relationships. However, there are 2 relationships that is not accepted by many which is the guy to guy relationships and woman to woman relationships. Many had debated and tried to make these 2 additional types of relationships vanish forever. Unfortunately, they failed to do so and now, as the world is modernizing, these relationships began to grow at a fast rate. 

I once wondered how would it feels like dating a guy? Since I knew how did it feels like dating a girl. I know this sounds weird but my curiosity grew higher day by day and I did a research about gay relationships. To my amazement, all that I could see in the Google page was videos of gays making inappropriate actions on set. After a few seconds of staring through all the results, I came to a conclusion that gay relationships are more to sex pleasure rather than a long lasting relationship. So, I closed the tab and went blank for a few days. I was quite shocked about it. 

One day at school, a male friend of mine suddenly sit in front of me and looked straight into my hazel eyes.  The class was empty so does the corridor. It was just me and him. At first, I didn't feel anything suspicious or weird because he's my friend and I've known him for a very long time indeed. He's quite a good looking guy I must say, and I can tell that he's sort of muscular. In all of a sudden, he held my hands and pulled his face gently towards mine and he said the magic word. I Love You. I thought that it was a joke, and I replied it as if I really meant it. He smiled at me and literally kissed my hands. I was totally shocked at that moment because I never thought that he would have the courage to do something like that. Ever. He took my pencil and kept it inside of his pocket and went away. I was left mystified.

At the end of the day, I saw him near the main entrance and he smiled at me reluctantly as if he's afraid that I'll tell everybody about what happened during recess. Luckily, my dad came early and I got into the car without looking at the guy at all. 

In my room, I kept on thinking about the 'tragedy' and I suddenly felt something that I call likeness. I snapped out of the feeling cause there's no way in hell that I'm ever going to fall in love with a guy. Even if there's only 1 girl left in the world, I'd still try to get the girl. 

When the sun fell down, it was time for the moon to provide light source to humans. The sudden likeness was still inside of me and I can't seem to understand what is this feeling actually means. I was very worried  if I'm turning into a gay who date with guys. I slept early and forget about everything about it on the next morning. Alhamdulillah, praise be to Allah the feeling went away easily. 

From that incident, I finally knew how would it feels like, dating a guy. Even if it was just a short period of time. 

So, what I'm trying to say here is that :
- never ever care what would people say about your sexuality. it's your life you're living, not theirs. 
- choose your sexuality wisely to avoid from regretting them. 
- be with who you want to be with through the rest of your life. if it's a guy, then be with it. and if it's a girl, make it happen. 

I think that's all for now, thank you for reading, have a nice day. :)