Friday, March 22, 2013

Short Grief.

Hello blog. I just got my SPM examination result yesterday and I didn't get straight A's. My result is pretty much one of the lowest in my school, and among my friends in real life. Until now I'm feeling a bit miserable because I didn't achieve my target which is to get above 6A's. But at least I got an A+ on my Mathematics and an A- for both Chemistry and Biology. I was shocked to know that I scored these subjects. Because when I was still studying in MRSM Kota Kinabalu, I have never got an A for Chemistry but as for Biology, I kind of expected it to be an A-. Above all, I am very proud and grateful to Allah the almighty for He has given me an average result without any C's and D's.

Now what I've got to do is try to get over with my result and smile ahead of everything. As the saying goes, Every Cloud Has A Silver Lining. This might not be the end, but this is certainly the start of something incredible. To those who excelled their SPM examination, I would like to congratulate you. As for those who did not excel their SPM examination, I wish you all the luck in the world in facing the roughs and toughs of life. One advice from me, don't give up easily. Who knows after this you'll beat the other kids who excelled their SPM examination? Only God knows what will happen.

I'm still sad now but I'm certain that I'll be okay after a few short grieving underneath my pillow. I think that's all for tonight, Goodnight. :)


Tuesday, March 19, 2013

We Are Young.

Hello blog. :)

Today I went out to some places with few of my best friends to release all the stress and pressure that has been accumulated in our beautiful body for quite a very long time. At first I was a bit worried about going out 2 days before the SPM examination result to be announced. I mean, who knows if the happiness I felt before I get my result would affect my result? Sorry for being to superstitious. Hahaha.

I woke up early this morning just because of this hangout thingy. But I didn't take my shower directly after I woke up. Instead, I made myself a simple breakfast. Which is an egg sandwich. You know, you fried an egg sunny side up on a frying pan and put it in between two slices of breads with some chili sauce and butter. That is what I call as the simple but PERFECT egg sandwich. Oh you can also garnish your sandwich with some lettuces if you want it to be healthy. :)

Back to the story. After I finished my simple breakfast, I went upstairs and played the guitar just to waste some moments because it was only 8:40 a.m. and I needed to go out at 9:40 a.m. That's a 1 hour gap! Hahaha. To make this story short, I ended up being ready at 9:50 a.m. and I was a bit guilty when Hafiz told me that he was already at Wawasan Plaza waiting for me and the others. I rushed through the stairs and ran through the doors. As time goes by, I was already on the bus making my way to the city.

It was a big relief when I saw Hafiz sitting on the mini stairs on the entrance. After a short conversation between both of us, we went into the mall and waited for the others to arrive. While waiting, Hafiz bought a new pair of Fippers slipper and changed his shoes immediately. I guess he was not feeling comfortable wearing his shoes. It was already 10:30 a.m. and neither Ashraf nor Audrey has arrived yet. Hafiz was a bit pissed off because all of us promised to meet there exactly at 10:00 a.m. but I was the only one who arrived right on time. *gave my self a tap on the back*

Ashraf made it earlier than Audrey did. Ashraf was sent by his friend while Audrey took the hot and stuffy bus.  When all 4 of us were there, Ashraf changed the plan a bit because he decide to take a cab instead of the hot and stuffy bus. I was kind of surprised because I have never took a cab around the city. And I was more surprised when Ashraf paid the taxi fare all by his own money. I really thought that we were going to share our money and pay it together but obviously I was wrong.

As we arrived at the beach, which was our first destination of happiness, we got out of the taxi and headed straight to the public washroom to change. Well only Hafiz and Ashraf changed their pants. I didn't bring any. Same goes to Audrey. Then we chose a perfect spot to sit and rest. I was grateful because the weather turned out to be great. No rains but only clouds and the sun. Too bad I didn't bring my extra shorts because if I did bring, I could sit on the sand and make things out of it. But never mind. After we settled down for some times, Ashraf and Audrey went to the nearest stall to buy some drinks while Hafiz and I stayed under the roof. It wasn't long before I started to fiddled with my camera and took some pictrures.

After a few snapshots, Ashraf and Audrey came back from the stall. They also wanted to take pictures and join in the fun. Oh note that Ashraf is wearing the blue shirt while Audrey is the one who is wearing the red shirt.

Those were the only pictures I can upload to you because most of the pictures at the beach is not that good for public viewers. Hahaha.

It was almost 1:00 p.m. when we took off from the beach to go to our next destination. And again, Ashraf paid the taxi fare. Thanks so much Ashraf! This time I sat next to the driver seat so I didn't get the chance to talk crap with the others at the passengers seat. But never mind. So our next destination for happiness was at OneBorneo Hypermall! Frankly I was so excited because it has been a very long time since I got into this large shopping mall. I think the last time I went here was during the Education Carnival last month. As soon as we got into the mall, things were kind of blurry because all of us haven't decide on what to do. I suggested that we try the archery which is located at the same floor as the 1Fitness Gym. If I'm not mistaken, the 3rd floor? Oh and again, Ashraf paid the expenses. Thanks a LOT Ashraf! Just so you readers know, that was my first time playing with bows and arrows. It was not that fun though. I don't know why. But I feel like I'm the Robin Hood or Katniss Aberdeen. Hahaha. Here are some pictures.

Again, I felt guilty to Hafiz because I didn't take a picture of him with his bow. Sorry Hafiz.

After we've build up our accuracy and strength, we went to the next activity. Bowling! At first all of us were so interested and excited about bowling. After all, it has been quite a long time since we last played bowling. We got to the bowling station and asked about the price per game. I was madly shocked because it costs only RM5.50 per game! That is a ton of difference between the bowling station at OneBorneo and Centerpoint which costs RM7.00 per game!. BUT, the condition of the bowling alley was extremely disappointing. The bowling balls? They were ugly. We even had to change to a different lane because of the BAD condition of the bowling alley. It was pretty funny. Hahaha. Ashraf won the whole game and Audrey came in 2nd place while Hafiz came in 3rd. I LOST. But, whatever. I didn't get the chance to snap any pictures because I was crazily infatuated with the bowling balls. Hahaha. Just kidding. And still, Ashraf paid the bills of the bowling fees. Thanks very much Ashraf!

Obviously, all of us got tired because of the activities we did. So Ashraf decided to have our lunch. Still, we were stuck in the middle of the walkway because we didn't know where and what to eat. There were so many choices to be made. For that, we chose to eat KFC. It's affordable, tasty and finger lickin' good! Pictures are as follows :

Clearly, we enjoyed every bits of the fried chicken. But listening to Ashraf's life stories as a chef was more interesting. I can't tell you anything because all of his stories are considered as a top secret. Oh, my friend Azizzami Raidin did call Hafiz while Ashraf was busy telling stories. However I didn't talk to him. In fact, I didn't want to talk to him. Because I want to listen to his stories lively in front of him with my own bare ears. Just so you know, Ashraf paid the expenses again. I couldn't thank you more Ashraf!

The clock struck 4:00 p.m. and it was time to say goodbye to OneBorneo Hypermall. Audrey needed to be at home before 6:00 p.m. or else he will be grounded. Well, he is still 16 years old and under the supervision of his parents. We nearly took the bus but Ashraf didn't want to feel stuffy and all so we took the taxi again. The fare was also paid by Ashraf. I love you bro!

We arrived at Centrepoint KK nearly 5:30 p.m. As I've mentioned earlier, Audrey needed to be at home before 6:00 p.m. so we escorted him to the exit and said our farewells. Our farewells wasn't short. It took us almost half an hour just to say farewell to him. The moment Audrey left was saddening. But we got over the feeling just when Ashraf decided to survey for cellphones. There were lots of choices to be made by Ashraf but after we drank Yoyo's Milky Tea and walked around the mall for some moments, he finally made his bold choice. He decided to buy BlackBerry Bold 9780 if I'm not mistaken. Hahaha correct me if I'm wrong Ashraf. (If he does read this.)

Suddenly I got a phone call from my mom saying that she wanted me to get home as soon as possible. I was so shocked and I panicked. But in the end my mom wasn't that mad. She just wanted me to be careful at all times. This is ALL BECAUSE OF THE SULU STANDOFF IN LAHAD DATU. CURSE YOU SULU. Exactly at 7:00 p.m. all of us walked to the exit. I almost took the bus but since I was terrified of PILAKS and SULU, I decided to take a cab instead. Well, all 3 of us actually took the cab. Hahaha. Just as I was about to take out my wallet, Ashraf abruptly lend RM50 to the taxi driver. Man, I was shocked as hell. He paid everything! I was speechless.

The time was ticking and I needed to get home as soon as possible. All of us got into our respected cabs. I was in the same taxi as Hafiz since we're on the same way. Ashraf had to be alone because of the opposite direction that we were to head. Thankfully ALL 4 of us safely arrived at our own house.

Today was such an amazing day for all 4 of us. There's nothing better than a good friendship that has been reunited. After all, what friends are for if they don't make you happy and do crazy stuffs? Life would be lonely if friends do not exist.

I think that's all for today's post. I'm tired and I need some sleep. Goodnight. I leave you with a song by Fun. It's perfect for this post. Until next time, goodbye readers. :)

Sunday, March 17, 2013

Before the storm.

Hello again blog. I'm kinda sleepy but I seriously need to write about this.

Dear Crush,

You may not know about my feelings towards you. After all, it would no longer be a crush if you knew about how I feel about you. All this while I've been very open to you just because I want to get closer to you. We shared a lot of things. Countless things to be exact. And it is surprisingly hard for me to back off and just forget about what had happened. Frankly I did think of forever and always but I'd knew that all of these are just temporary. In fact everything is temporary. Nothing lasts forever. Even human does not lasts forever. Someday all of these will be gone and vanished into thin air.

The time has finally come for me to realize that you'll go your own way after everything is no longer happening. I'll try to be okay without your love and affection. Just to tell you this, I am superbly thankful to the Almighty because He showed me the way to clear things out between me and you. All those moments spent with you I'll cherish until the day I've gone insane and perhaps senile? Haha. You are the best crush ever. You were always there when I needed you but I truly hate you when you are in your bad mood. You're kinda scary. HAHAHA. :3

Before the storm comes, I think it is much better if I set you free. At least you'll not get caught up in the winds and hurt yourself. Just so you know, I appreciate everything you have done to make me smile or even go loco. You understood me like nobody else does. With that, I leave you with nothing but memories. Memories that I hope you and I will never forget. Thanks.

Got this picture from tumblr. hehe.
Here's a song from Miley Cyrus ft. Nick Jonas entitled Before The Storm. It suites well with our situation. Enjoy. 


Hello blog. So here's the situation. SPM result is around the corner, I can seriously feel the pressure and it got me on my nerves. I'm not that sure of what and how to feel about it. Just for a sec, I was normal but for another sec, there I was lying on the cold hard ground. Ouh! Ouh! Ouh! Trouble! Trouble! Trouble!. Haha... I hate that song but I love Taylor Swift. :)

Back to the story, at this rightful moment, I don't feel anything about what's gonna happen with my result. I mean, I do want a good result regardless the fact that I don't always think about getting a good result. All I ever did was just go with the flow. When people starts talking about this upcoming result, there I go again with all the pressure and tension right by my side. I kinda think that my body reacts to the surroundings. haha.

I know most of you reader (do I have any? haha) would want to know about my SPM result. But all I can say to you is that, I will post about my result only if I pass with flying colors. If it turned out to be a bad thing, I'm sorry but my result will only be kept with me. Nobody will ever know except for my family and a few of my friends. Let's just hope that nothing bad will happen on the day I get my result. Just talking about this topic makes me nervous AGAIN! erghh.. I need to go to sleep. Goodnight.

I don't own this GIF. I got it from tumblr. :) 

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

What I've Been Listening To?


Today I would like to share with you about the most played back album on my iTunes. I know this might be a surprise, but frankly I've been listening to Imagine Dragons' album entitled Night Vision.

It happened last month while I was surfing across YouTube's ocean of videos and I came a across the Imagine Dragons' album playlist. Without much hesitation, I heard the full album and to my amazement, I managed to relate myself to their songs! Their full album suits with my kind of groove and it got me dancing to the beat.

The tracks available on the album are :

01- Radioactive
02- Tiptoe
03- It's Time
04- Demons
05- On Top Of The World
06- Amsterdam
07- Hear Me
08- Every Night
09- Bleeding Out
10- Underdog
11- Nothing Left To Say /Rocks

The song that I love the most are It's Time, Demons, Hear Me, Underdog and Nothing Left To Say/ Rocks. They started to sing and produce albums since 2008 but I don't know why it is now that I realized the existence of their good music! Haha. But I bet most of you heard of their single It's Time. I mean, even Glee did an awesome cover of it! I think that's all for today. :) I'll leave you with It's time by Imagine Dragons and Glee version. Goodnight SEXY PEOPLES! :*