Sunday, December 25, 2011

Jolly Merry Christmas.


It's Christmas time. :) 

For that, let's listen to some Christmas songs from Glee. 


Friday, December 23, 2011

JLS - Take A Chance On Me

" Baby take a chance on me. " - JLS, Take a chance on me.

Hello Beings. haha. :P 

This morning I woke up a little bit early. I had to accompany my grandfather to the hospital at 10 am. Pity him you know, his arthritis is just something that I can't bear to see. He's hurting and he can't walk without any support. At the hospital, I waited outside the door because my father told me not to enter. This time, I didn't feel disgusted with the hospital because it's a different hospital. The clean and awesome one. HAHA. :P 

In the evening, I slept for 3 hours. Well, I was planning to sleep just for a while and wake up at 4 pm to do my homework and stuffs. But when I open my eyes, it was nearly 6 pm. I was like, *OH SH*T. =,='' 

At night, I cooked eggplant with some olive oil and i made fish soup with tamarind. It was a very simple dish and I loved it. The soup is the main attraction. It has that sour taste. Ah. Delicious. 

Overall, today was boring because there was nothing extraordinary happened. I'm looking for something special to post in my precious blog. When I've found it, I'll post it immediately lah. :) 


Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Willow featuring Nicki Minaj - Fireball

"I'm the fireball in the party" - Willow Smith, Fireball. 

Howdy Mate! 

School is going to start in 2 weeks. I'm not ready to go back to school. -,-

Today as usual, I went to my granny's house and really tried to make myself enjoy this holiday. I had 2 eggs for breakfast. Sunny-side up. Then, I went to the hospital to accompany my granpa for his review. Seriously, I hate the smell of the hospital. It's the smell of death and sickness. *vomits. 
But I guess I have to learn to bear with the smell because I shall be a successful doctor in the future. Yes, my ambition is to be a Doctor. I'm not quite sure what kind of doctor, but doctor it is. 

After the review, we went back home and settled down. I slept for 3 hours. While I was sleeping, my granny fed my granpa and she helped him with things. As I woke up, I cooked my lunch and ate it in front of the tV because Cougar Town asked me to do so. :P 

In the evening, I went outside and took some photos with my sister as my model. These are the pictures I got : 

Awesome right? HAHA. 
Okay, I'll continue blogging tomorrow. My eyes are getting heavier. Huh. Goodnight. :) 


Wednesday, December 14, 2011

One Direction - What Makes You Beautiful

"that's what makes you beautiful" - One Direction : What Makes You Beautiful. 

Hello Bloggers. :) 

on this very night, I want to make things DIFFERENT. instead of typing neatly, let's type chaotically. :D 

okay, here goes nothing. *fingers crossed. 
firstly, I bought the latest issue of Galaxie last morning and I was kind of excited because it's the 'Music Issue'. the front page pictures were Kelly Clarkson, Justin Bieber, Nicole Scherzinger, Charice and Joe Jonas. well, from the look of the front page, I have to admit that it is indeed exciting enough to attract buyers' attentions. I mean, all of them are AWESOME and HOT and SUPERB. on the first page, the excitement was still there. as I go on to the next page, next page, next page. the excitement DROPPED. T,T i dont know why but the pages got boring and boring and so on. until that one point, I feel like, 'this is the worse issue ever'. aside from the songwords section and the posters given, the rest was just a piece of expired apple pies.*have to be cautious about my language.* anyways, today was BORING. there was nothing to be done and there's nothing so special about today. just an ordinary day. oh, and thank God, I am still breathing fresh air and still eating edible foods. alhamdulillah. 

well, i guess that's all for now. bye. 
p/s : enjoy the video. One Direction. \m/

Wednesday, December 7, 2011


Do you ever feel like you want to change yourself and get down dirty? Do you ever feel like you want to turn everything upside down is your life? Well, my answer to my question is, YES. I've always wanted to turn things around in my life. I want to feel the excitement of ignoring the norms of life. I want to feel what it is like to be loved and cared by a person whom I think is gorgeous and super beautiful. Although I know that the relationship wouldn't last until we're old and rusty. But, that's the point of having an early birdie lovey-dovey feeling ya know. So that you can feel the sexual pleasure and other things as well, such as the feeling of being appreciated, and loved.

Watching those who have girlfriends and boyfriends, it sometimes made me jealous of what they have. They could feel what I felt, touch and say what I said. What I mean with that is, I was in love with someone and I've  been into relationships but the only thing that I didn't do is to touch her. I didn't have the courage to do so. It's not like I'm a religious person who will never touch a girl, but, that's the norm of life that we must follow. After years of my breakup, I finally realize that I was wrong. I was in the line waiting like a douche-bag to start my move. Now, I'm lonely with hopes that someone out there would want to be with me. Not that I'm dying to have one, but that is what I 'need' for the time being. My life is so dull without love and affection.

Despite those sadness that I'm feeling while being single, there are also some reasons to be happy and satisfied during my single years. Firstly, I can flirt with ANYBODY. 'Anybody' refers to male and female. And, just in case you're wondering,Yes. Sometimes I flirt with guys as well just to know whether I am lovable on both sides or not. To my amazement, I caught some fishes.*wink* But, the relationship was abandoned and the guy who thinks I'm gay, was heart broken. HAHA. It was a funny thing to know that I am also lovable on the male side. I mean, I'm not that 'hot' or 'handsome' or super duper 'hunky'. I just LOVE to flirt. :)

Secondly, when I'm single, LESS money were spent on buying prepaid top ups. Instead, MORE money spent on shopping! Oh, yes, I am a shopaholic. I am probably the biggest shopaholic ever in my entire family. Well, I only go shopping when there's a big sale going on or if I have sufficient pocket money, I'd seriously go shopping with my beloved cousin. Shopping is just my thing. Even though some people may judge me the way my body looks like, I don't give a damn. Hell to the NO.

Lastly, when I'm single, I can eat as much as I want. I don't have to look after my weight every week just to please my girlfriend. In my point of view, losing weight for someone you love is a great thing to be done. But, having to look after your diet and eat LESS carbs just to look good. Huh. That is called killing yourself. It is better to have freedom in your eating habits. Ya know? F-R-E-E-D-O-M. Freedom.

All in all, being in a relationship is great but being single until you've managed to find the right person at the right moment, that is what I call a pure relationship. You don't have to think about your future anymore, because you are in the future by that time. Well, at least you've got to plan ahead so that your children will live a life worth living. That's all from me.


Sunday, December 4, 2011

A Friend In Need, Is A Friend Indeed.

Hello bloggers. :)

I just got back from Tambunan, my hometown. So, if you're expecting me to be extremely exhausted, I AM. :))

Based on the title, it is very obvious that I'm going to write about someone that I adore and love the most. The person is,*drums rolling* Khairul Akmal Bin Kula or better known as Ello Bijak in his Facebook account.

7th July 2008 was the historical and important date for both of us since that was the first day we've known each other. To be frank, I have never interact with him before 7th July 2008. All I did was walk past him or to be straight, ignored him. HAHA. However, everything turned 360 degrees when a friend of mine accidentally left me and him on a table in the cafeteria. ALONE. That is where things got more and more interesting.

I was writing something on a book when he suddenly broke the silence. If I'm not mistaken, these were the dialogues I remembered.

Akmal : *sliding his fingers through a random page in my book.* wui, aku suka ni pegang2 yang bekas kena tulis di belakang kertas ni. kadang2 pandai juga aku termimpi2 time pegang2 ni bongol2 kecil. haha.

Me : oh ya ka? ummm, lain juga. haha.

And that is all that I remembered. HAHA. Sorry.

As time goes by, both of us began to be more rapidly seeing each other most of the time. But, there is that 1 thing that made both of us very close. Singing. :) I don't know why, but, singing somehow made us closer day by day. Oh, and we frequently escaped the assembly. We were so baddass back then. *smiling like a freak.

2009, secrets were broken and BAM, we became BEST FRIENDS. :)
Since then, he taught me how to be this and that and so many things! He's kind of my role-model. HAHA. We often share our thoughts about things and most of all, PEOPLE. Although sometimes people label us as GAYS.  WE DON'T GIVE A DAMN YA KNOWW. \m/  cuhs we ROCK!

2010 was the climax of our friendship. BEST FRIENDS has been upgraded to BFFs. On the first midterm holidays, I slept at his house for 2 days and it was friggin awesome. That was the first time my father allowed  me to go for a sleepover at my friend's house and I was so damn happy. 1 whole night we didn't sleep because there were too much stories finally unfolded. Oh, PMR was around the corner and we did some revision. :3 *we were like angels back in 2010. haha. When the results were out, another mystery was revealed. WE ARE COUSINS. Yep, long distanced cousins. I mean, VERY LONG.

2011, we separated into our own ways. I went to MRSM and he went to Sabah College. It was quite saddening ya know. We've been on the same school for 3 years and separated. Well, our friendship didn't end on that very day though. We're still in contact even though we're miles and miles away. Facebook is always there for us. DiGi enhances our communication. So yeah, we're still BFFs.

To sum everything up, I just want to say that, a Friend is someone who you can count on for the rest of your life. But please make sure that your friends are F-R-I-E-N-D-S. :) That's all for tonight.

Roger and Out.