whoa, it's been two days, since my B.F.F.L. absent in school. without him, i can't tell my feelings about someone i like, i can't teach him what i know, can't gossip (sometimes), can't sing together, hmmm, can't tell u more in this limited space. we do almost everything together, except for going to the toilet, and other private matters. sometimes, i hate him, but that's that's the only thing that i'll remember, after his kindness. some people always talk bad things about him, they describe him in a very rude way. it's not like, they are perfect and flawless, in fact, they are the stupid ones! i may not tell him about this, but, if he found out about this, i'm so grateful, cause, he often say that i'm rude and not kind enough and also, he said that, i'm not caring. but, actually, in my deep heart's core, i do care about him. more than anything in my whole life, after my family and my girlfriend. sometimes, when people say bad things about him, i'll bring him away from that place and persons, so that, he's not hurt by them. but, sometimes, i feel that, we are like gay partners, cause we go everywhere together, but who cares? we're just friends, and not more than that. well, you may not know about the person i'm describing right now, but, you can search him in Facebook. just type "Ello Meowmeow", and add him up. =)
he's such a great friend. i'll never forget him.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
this is Adira, one of the finalist of this year's Akademi Fantasia. she is very talented, from the first time i saw her, and heard her voice, she's like the new apple of my ear. my ear-candy, my soul-food, my everything.
you MUST see this video and hear her voice, then, you can feel what i felt. enjoy!
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Saturday, May 15, 2010
simplicity made my day, but there's something bothering me as soon as I logged in to Facebook. Someone sent me a message, and asked me to change my attitude and style! FYI, who are you to judge me? And you'd think that you're good and perfect? Excuse me! Look at yourself, before judging on people! In fact, I'm a better person than you! You were the one who act more stupid and awful than me! You like the opposite sex, you act like you're somebody else, you like getting me frustrated! Stop being so stupid! And stop judging a book by it's cover! You don't even knew me 'that' deep yet! Ugh, your existence is something that I wish I wouldn't have to face! You're such a bitch!
Sunday, May 2, 2010
It's 4:50 am in the morning.. It's Sunday today.. And, I can't sleep.. Then, I turned on the computer and I searched on Insomnia.. I think I may have Insomnia.. But then, I passed through an info which tells me about Restless Legs Syndrome is also a cause for Insomnia.. I was shocked.. And, I read the article until the end.. Again, I was puzzled.. Because, I realized that I have this some kind of 'disease'.. The article said that, this matter is not a 'disease'.. But actually, it has something got to do with the way we sleep.. Huh... I am still shocked when I knew that I'm having Insomnia and Restless Legs Syndrome (RLS).. This is tough.. This is very tough.. How am I suppose to sleep?.. I can't sleep with my RLS condition.. Even now, I am feeling it.. It's bothering me.. God, help me..