Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Taylor Swift - Innocent

Lately, I've been listening to this song over and over again. I just can't find the reason why I can't stop listening to this song. If Kesha's drug was her boyfriend's love, mine is a song called Innocent by Taylor Swift. This song somehow connects me within, just like Colbie Caillat's song, Never Told You. Well, Taylor wrote this song for Kanye West after the incident where he took the microphone from Taylor Swift's hand purposely in front of thousands of people -it's the Grammy Award, to be precise- and he said that, Beyonce is the greatest singer of all. And since that incident, Taylor Swift got very famous while Kanye West was despised by most of Taylor Swift's fans. In fact, since that incident, Kanye West wasn't famous anymore. But still, credits to him for making Taylor Swift more famous. Anyway, if you have't heard of this song, here you go :

Enjoy !

Sunday, December 26, 2010

2010 Memoirs .

Overall, 2010 has been a really tough year for me. And because of that, I can't remember much about the happy moments I had with my friends nor my family. But I'll just list down some moments and dates that I remembered . :)
And one more thing, this is my first post for 2011! Happy New Year! :)

20th January : wished my ex-girlfriend a Happy Birthday.
5th March : went to celebrate my bFF's (Khairul Akmal) birthday. we played bowling and watched movie! it was an AWESOME day!
7th March : wished my bFF a Happy Birthday! i gave him nothing but a meaningful and sincere wish.
15th March: wished Doress my friend, a Happy Birthday.
20th April : participated a Public Speaking Competition. Unfortunately, I lose. But it was a wonderful experience though. :)
5th June : Mom's birthday! I gave her nothing but a truly sincere and meaningful wish. just like last year.
6th June : my young bro's birthday. I gave him nothing at all. Absolutely NOTHING. and I am so proud of it. :)
5th July : Participated the Spell It Right challenge for the 2nd time. I didn't win, yet, it was a pleasant experience. And I kinda met someone new. But, I can't tell you who the person is. :P
7th July : Celebrated my 3rd friendship anniversary with my bFF. It was splendid! We ate ice-cream but we didn't finish it. And because of that, we had to give it to someone else. huh. I'll cherish that memory forever.
15th August : My best-Teacher's birthday! Unfortunately, this year, we didn't celebrate her birthday under some reasons. However, it was still one of the best day in my life. I love my Teacher so damn much! :)
17th August - 21st August : happiest days in my entire life. I can't tell you why, but it was absolutely the happiest day in my entire life. I will cherish these days forever too.
3rd September : my best-friend's birthday! I wished her a Happy Birthday, and celebrated her birthday by buying ice-creams and ate it before the recess ends. Although the birthday celebration was just an ordinary birthday celebration, we had so much FUN! :)
12th September : my little sister's birthday! Celebrated her birthday in Papar, our own home sweet home, and Tambunan! It was splendid and special! I love my little sister soooo much! :D
28th September : My birthday! Most of my friends at school wished me a Happy Birthday, while in Facebook, only 104 out of 956 people wished me. However, it was good enough for a person like me. And to all of you wished me a Happy Birthday this year, THANK YOU! :) And if you didn't wish me this year, it's okay, there's always a next time. Oh, and also, I found 4 persons born on the same date as me! And those peoples are, Danial Harith, Herney Jamal, Timothy Scotch Cobain and Iyka Sowtness. How cool is that?!
5th - 12th October : PMR week! It was kinda frustrating, but I had lots of 'fun' while answering the questions.
13th October : Daddy's birthday! I wished him a thoughtful Happy Birthday wish. I love you Daddy! You are the best dad in the world!
16th October : Celebrated my birthday with my beloved friends! It was kinda boring, but at least, one of my friend paid the foods for me. Frankly, she's my ex, and I was totally mystified with her action! I mean, how could your ex pay for your foods? huh. Until now, I am still mystified. huh.
18th November : Year End Party! I brought fruit salad and most of my friends liked it. And on that very day, I gained my weight with big numbers! I regret eating too much on that day. =,=
10th - 11th December : Went to Kundasang for a short holiday trip with my family. It was freaking awesome! I get to see the Mount Kinabalu and got myself a beautiful and virgin pine cone. Other than that, I got to see lots of cows in the Dairy Farm! And when I saw the cows being milked, I almost vomited because the smell of the cows were very repugnant! Plus, I think its kinda cruel to get something out of a cow. huh. Pity cow.
16th - 19th December : cousins sleepover at my grandmother's house. it was fun-packed! we did some photo shoot and pranked some people. can't forget those moments. :)
19th - 21st December : cousins sleepover (again) at my cousin's house. this time, it was kinda boring but still, my cousins and I had tons of FUN! can't forget those moments too. :D
23rd December : took my PMR result! thankfully, I got satisfying result. 5As 3B 1C. :)
26th - 29th December : again, a sleepover at my cousin's house located in Kinarut. we watched DVDs and made a Facebook account for her. Overall, it was splendid. :D
31st December : 2011 Countdown. it was the most AMAZING PARTY EVER! the whole family had tons of fun! we ate lots and lots of foods, played games, and also, my uncles and grandfather sang songs from my karaoke set. huh. it was pretty exhausting, but we had FUN. and that is the most important thing. but it was kinda boring too, because not all of my family members slept at my granny's house. and they should be punished for that! no commitment to the family at all! shit!

There you have it bloggers, my 2010 memoirs. Yeah, clearly, I'll miss every single moments I had in 2010, although 2010 was a very tough year for me. Okay, enough about 2010, lets talk about 2011! This year, I will try my best to be the best among the best, work on my composure and try to live my life cheerfully. Thank God, this year, I don't have any big exams. I guess that's all for my first post in 2011. I'll post something new soon.
I'm signing out, bye! May you Bloggers have a splendid year! :D

Satisfying Result !

Hey blog! I'm so sorry for neglecting you for almost 3 days. Anyway, I have a good news! I got 5A's 3B and 1C for my PMR examination! Truthfully, I was expecting lesser than this. But thanks to Allah the almighty, He gave me very satisfying result. Alhamdulillah. :)

Bahasa Melayu : A
Bahasa Inggeris : A
Mathematics : A
Science : A
Sejarah : B
Kemahiran Hidup - Perdagangan & Keusahawanan : B
Geografi : A
Pendidikan Islam : B
Bahasa Arab : C

Overall, I am very satisfied with my result. In fact, this is far more better than my Percubaan PMR. If you haven't read about my Percubaan PMR result, click here. Well, I guess, that's all for today's post. It's getting late, and I should probably be sleeping right now.
Goodnight Peeps !
Sweet dreams !
Take Good Care of yourself !
syafiQ .

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

PMR Result !

Oh my ... Tomorrow will be the best day of my life, or it could be the worst day in my entire life, cause tomorrow, my PMR result will be revealed! I am quite nervous right now, but whatever happens, I will accept my result. There is no use to regret because I know I did my best. And I gave my all while I was answering the Questions.

Previously, I got 4As 1B for my UPSR examination. Since that, most of my cousins and aunts expect more from me. Sometimes, it pressures me because I know what I am capable of in terms of education. I don't have the brain of Albert Einstein, all I have is my own brain. And my brain has not much ability to solve difficult questions. Perhaps, I could only solve semi-hard questions. L.O.L.

Above all, I am kinda nervous right now, but I am trying not to feel anxious or nervous. I think that's all. Oh, and if you are kind enough, can you pray for my success tomorrow? If you can, Thanks !

bye ! wish me luck !

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Taxi Band - Hujan Kemarin .

my cousin introduced me this song yesterday. She said that, this song could make a person cry. Frankly, when I heard this song, tears fell from my hazel eyes! If you don't believe me, you listen and feel to this song. I bet you'd cry or maybe, sad. Well, I had my experience with this song. I hope you'll get you moments through this song! :)
And 1 more thing, this band is not popular in Malaysia though. So, if you're hoping to hear this song through the radio, don't hope. haha. Enjoy !

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Please .

Is it wrong to hangout with your female-cousins? Is it a sin to be a very kind and loving cousin? These questions are lingering in my head as I was asking permission from my parents to do a sleepover at my cousin's house tomorrow. I don't know why they didn't let me sleep at my cousin's house. Is it because I'm a boy? But that doesn't mean that I cannot hangout even with my cousins! That is so freaking snobbish! Or is it because my parents are being too over protective? Huh, I really want to know the reason. Unfortunately, I'm not Edward Cullen who can read people's thought. And because of that, I can't seem to know the reason. Believe me, if you are in my shoes right now, you are going to burst into anger because you cannot know the reason.

Being raised in a semi-big family with numerous females is very tough. Yeah, I know it is supposed to be very easy, and FUN. But in my experience, you should banish the word 'FUN' and exchange it with 'TOUGH'. A long time ago, when I was still a little child, I never complain about being in a semi-big family. However, everything turned upside down when I was 15! Why in the world, should I be complaining about this while I am 15?! Plus, it's December, I've been waiting for December to come because I really wished that everything would be alright for me, and I wished that December would be the cure or vaccine to my 11 heartbreaking months! Well, of course there are some beautiful things happened in December, but not all of them.

Well, if you read this, please pray for me, so that my parents will give me the permission that I really need to sleep at my cousin's house . THANKS ! :)
♥ Syafiq .

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Ronan Keating - If Tomorrow Never Comes.

I wanted you to know that I still and do love you.
I hope that we can get back together and be happy like old times .

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

December is here !

Oh my God! After 11 months of waiting, December is finally here! This is it! This is the month that I've been waiting for! Even Taylor Swift made a song about December! And almost everybody in Facebook are waiting for December to come! Jeez, I don't know what's so special about December for them, but for me, this is a special month because, everything starts from last year's December. I don't want to talk about it, because it is so damn private. Nobody knows about it, except my diary and I. While this year's December, I'm hoping that something magical would happen like last year. Luckily, on the first day of December, which is today, something so miraculous happened! For further story, read this :


p/s : i'm sorry, it's just that, i'm not in the mood for blogging right now. i am truthfully sorry. :(

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Shor-Story .

Chapter 1 - 2010

“Come on Ryan, you'll be late for school! “Mom shouted from the car outside. “I’m coming!” I shouted back, while putting on my clothes. This will be my first day at school for 2010 batch. And I'm turning 15 this year. I hated high school before, but since I met Zac, school is a paradise. I sprayed a little amount of my favorite perfume which Zac gave me for my birthday last year. For me, Zac is like my brother, because he's always there for me. Although sometimes we fight, we're still holding on.

I grabbed my food on the table and went straight to the car. While I was in the car, mom was smoking her favorite brand of cigarette, Newport with menthol flavored. Mom started smoking since dad passed away 3 years ago, and she likely to spend more to buying cigarettes than shopping for her outfits. Mom seldom goes shopping, while her friends at work were making it as their hobby. After a while, mom started to drive through the road in our neighborhood.

I saw Mrs. Gabby picking up her newspaper while her husband was serving their breakfast. It's awkward to see the way the live their life. The woman takes the man's job, and the man takes the woman's job. Then, I saw Mrs. Ronnie-the sport 'woman'- jogging along the sidewalk with her headphones. Sometimes, I wonder what song could she possibly listen? In fact, she's like 56 years old, and listening to some sort of song is unlikely to be a normal thing to be done while jogging in the neighborhood.

I got out of the car and I saw Zac with his friends coming towards me.
“Good morning Ryan! “He said while doing our hand shake. I didn't say anything, and I invited him to enter the school hall. When we entered the hall, I saw Michelle - the girl that I like, but she doesn't know it yet- wearing her cute white t-shirt with a pair of jeans with her pink heels on her foot. I wanted to wave at her, but I didn't get the chance because of my anxiousness. Suddenly, she waved at me with her beautiful smile, and unexpectedly, I waved back at her. Usually, when I'm on my nerves, I can't get things right, and I can't move my body the way I want it to move. But, today was different.
Abruptly, Zac punched my elbow and said, “Whoa, I think she knows that you like her. The way she smiled at you was out of the ordinary. I suggest you go and get her. " .
“No way, she has a crush with someone else."
“Ryan, she likes you. I know it. Please, just go and get her, and live with her for the rest of your life in school. "
I raised one eyebrow, “Really? How did you know that she likes me? Did you ever talked to her before? "
"Duh, we've been friends since the second grade. Of course I know. Now, why don’t you meet her at recess in the cafeteria?”
“Okay, I will, but you have to accompany me, because I’ll totally freak out.”
“Not a problem.”
The school bell rang, and it’s time to learn and be sleepy in Mr. Josh’s history class. While waiting for Mr. Josh to enter the class, I prepared some lines to make it easier when I’m talking to her. The whole class was totally out of their minds, some of them were kissing harshly, reading, eating, and playing paper planes. When Mr. Josh entered, the whole class was silent. All that's left was the sound of the fan. Then, he started teaching with full of passion, while some of us slept through the hour and some of us did not pay attention.

Kringgggg.. At last, the bell rang and we're out of the class, energized.As I was on my way to the cafeteria, suddenly Zac came up and asked me, “So, mate, are you ready? Remember, keep those anxious feelings deep inside of you, and if you can, never let it come out again for the rest of your life.” I nodded, and he gave me a light punch on my shoulder to get rid of my fright. But it didn’t work anyway, and I assume that his punch was such a waste of energy although he’s tough physically. After a few minutes and steps, we finally made it to the cafeteria, and I saw her standing alone while waiting for her food to be served on her tray.
In all of a sudden, I could feel my heart pumping bloods vigorously, and I somehow felt like I was suffocating. I looked at her, and I realized that I could barely see anyone else beside her in the cafeteria. The distance between the both of us was lessening, and my heart was beating faster than ever-I could feel it-.

“Hi.”I said while smiling at her.
“Hi, Ryan right? I’ve been wondering about what you look like.”
“Well, now you know how do I look like, and what do you think?”
”You’re quite attractive. Are you using some kind of skin moisturizer? Your skin is white, and your face is spotless.” She said, while inspecting my face.
“No, this is my natural beauty –if that’s what I have to call it- but I'm grateful to have a face like this.”I grinned.

She laughed, and in all of a sudden, I felt relaxed and calmed down a little bit. I took my tray, and we headed towards the nearest and less crowded table. I saw Zac at the corner of the cafeteria, waving at me and gave me a ‘keep on going’ sign. I nodded and walked with her.
In all of a sudden, I realized that, lots of people were staring at me, and somehow questioning, what would a person like me, doing with a gorgeous girl? Abruptly, someone threw a banana skin on me, and it fell right on top of my face. All of them laughed at what happened to me. Then, Michelle looked back and asked me, “What happened? Someone threw you a banana skin?” Before I could answer, she continued, “They’re awful and mean. Let’s get out of here.” She pulled my right hand and we ran away.
At this moment, I felt like she was the kindest girl in my entire life. She saved me from a crowd full of hate, and sardonic people.
We found a place to sit, and she sat beside me. I wondered, why did she save me? This question was lingering on my mind. I took an easy breath, and I asked her.
“What’s that all about?”
“Why did you save me? I don’t deserve it.”
“I don’t know. I just like to help people to get rid of some crazy and scornful maniacs. I hope you don’t mind.” She grinned.
“Oh. No, I don’t mind at all.”
She took a bite of her burger. I took my burger, and I add some chili sauce on top of the meat. She looked at me, and frowned. I ignored her reaction, and started biting my burger. Then, she began to ask questions about me.
“So, what’s your story?”
“Well, my father died in a car crash 3 years ago, since then, I was raised by my mother. I don’t have any criminal history, I seldom read books, I am the only child and last but not least I like to sing. How about you?”
“Hmmm, I’m the third from five siblings, I hate smokers, I love Biology, Chemistry, and History, I like Kelly Clarkson’s songs, I love to sing too and last but not least, I love movies.”
"Oh, you like to sing too? What a coincidence! But why didn't you join the Music Club? "
"Oh, my father hates to see or hear me singing and he didn't give me the permission to join the Music Club. Instead, he asked me to join the Biology Club."
"What a pity. But I'm sure you can't resist singing right?"
"Yeah, I only sing when my father is not at home."She frowned.
"Well, you can always come to my house to sing. I have a Karaoke Set."I grinned.
"Really? Awesome! I'd love to!"
"Cool, you can just call me whenever you want to sing."
"How about today? Are you busy?"
"Hmmmm, not quite, but sure you can come to my house today."
"Okay! I'll let you know if I can't go to your house."She smiled.
After a while, the school bell rang, both of us stood up and went back to class. Before entering the class, she kissed me on my cheek, and she said, “Goodbye. Thanks for today. See you on Friday Night.”
That kiss changed everything in my life. It made me feel so high, like I’m in love. And instantly, I had a feeling that this would be the start of something new in my life. From now on, things will never be the same. And I know, that she will save me from this loneliness, and grief.

p/s : I'm sorry if there's anything wrong with this writing. Whether it is a grammatical error, or a spelling error, or whatever it is, please tell me. :)
Thanks !

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Taylor Swift . ♥

Hi bloggers! So, yesterday I watched 2010 American Music Award and it was awesome until I can't get out of the chair! But I really hate Justin Bieber because he won all of his nominations on that night! Anyways, Taylor Swift was AMAZING, SUPERB, AWESOME, FABULOUS when she performed her latest single, Back To December! Well, maybe some of you missed her performance, but don't ever worry! Because I'll insert the video of her performance in this post! Prepare for the MAGNIFICENT, Miss Taylor Swift !


Sunday, November 21, 2010

I like you. ♥

so, there's this girl I knew from the camp held in Mamutik Island, she's cute and so adorable. frankly, I have feelings for her. but I don't know what kind of feeling this is. is it love? or is it just an attraction towards each other? I don't even know but still, I want to know it. well, I hope miracle will happen. and also, I hope I'll have the courage to tell her about my feeling towards her.

Too Lazy .

So, previously I did mention that I'm going to post about my experience on Mamutik Island. Unfortunately, I'm too lazy to do so, because I don't think I could describe how much fun I had while I was there only using words. Well, maybe I could, but it would take days. I'm so sorry.
However, I will tell you 1 word to express how much fun I had. And the word is, AWESOME.
Okay, got to go now. Bye. :)

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Mamutik Island.. Here I Come !

I am so damn happy right now, because tomorrow, my friends(Yaseer, Hafiz, and some Upper 6 Students) and I will go to Mamutik Island. Well, you may think that there's no solid reason for us to go there, other than having fun. Frankly, you are absolutely wrong.

Okay, I have to admit, there are some FUN activities arranged for us such as, snorkeling and jungle trekking. But, the main reason we get there is, to learn about how to conserve the environment, and also, how to save our Mother Earth from dying.

Okay, enough about the reason. Now, I haven't start packing my things yet, I think I'll pack up my things after this post. Plus, I don't have the what-to-bring-list with me because Hafiz borrowed it from me, and he forgot to give it back to me. Thank God, I have his number and maybe I could text him or call him to get the list. Okay, tomorrow my friends and I will wait for my teacher in Jesselton Point. Then, the person in charge in this program will tell us something about this camp, and maybe about the safety measures while camping. Approximately, at 8:00 am we will depart from Kota Kinabalu. Oh, did I mention that our transportation is a boat? Haha, yup, we'll use a boat to get to the Mamutik Island.

Hmm, okay, I think I'm running out of time, so, I'll tell you how the camp was on Thursday night. Bye ! Wish me luck!

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

My School SUCKS !

I am extremely pissed off right now. Literally. I feel like I want to scream and do a riot! You see, of course when you have a special occasion at your school such as, the last party you will, no, you are obliged to wear something fancy, and worth wearing. But, at my school, it's different. We were forced to wear the stiff school uniform! Gawd! In my opinion, it is indeed THE STUPIDEST idea in my entire life. Why on earth would anyone came up with such idea? I bet that person must be the most STUPID person on earth!

Okay, I made up my mind, I WILL NOT ATTEND THAT PARTY ! Yes, this is my final decision and I will not change it. I mean, what's the point? It would not be fun, instead, it will be so BORING, and DULL ! I would dare myself to bet with my friends that the surrounding and the atmosphere will not be the same like last year, where we can wear our fancy clothes and everything. Why do they do such thing to the students? This is like the worst aggravation ever! It's torturing and extremely excruciating! And I feel very sorry for my friend, who thought that this year's party would be Da'Bomb. However, it turns out that it would be the WORST party EVER.

Hmm, that's all for tonight's cursing. I'll continue cursing my school tomorrow. It's such a great thing to do. ahhh~
Goodnight. Sweet dreams, readers. :D

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Happy Or Sad ?

My world is being turned upside down.
And I somehow miss my ex. Plus, she's not replying any of my messages lately. When I asked her why, she didn't give me any reason. It's bringing me down, although I have someone new to cheer me up. But, I'm begging you Ms. R , please reply my message so that I'll know what did I do wrong to you, and I swear I'll make it up to you.
In the meantime, please reply my message and tell me. I'm begging you. From a friend to another. And, truthfully, I miss you so badly, even though I have someone new in my life right now. Frankly, my tears are falling from my eyes, and I think you know what does that mean. Thanks. :)

For that, I give you Britney Spears's song, titled Everytime. This song reminds me of our previous relationship.

Enjoy !

Reply Please .

Please reply my message Ms. R .
I need to know what you're feeling about my action .
I'm begging you . :(
I don't want our friendship to end just like that, without any further explanations .
Please .

You are the only exception .

I have 2 good news! Firstly, I didn't come to school today! I am sooo damn happy today, because I got the chance to rest, watch the tV, wash my clothes, and many mooore to come! Secondly, I may get my dream girl today. I don't know yet whether she'll accept me or she'll kick me out of her life forever. So, to my dearest readers, please pray for me so that I'll excel in getting my dream girl. And to my ex, both of us are happy now, I wish the two of us the best in our own relationship. I hope your relationship with your new guy will lasts forever and same goes to mine. But last night, when I told my ex about my new girl, she didn't reply my message. And I assume that she is somehow sad. I don't know whether my assumption is right or wrong because there is no solid evidence to my assumption. However, I hope that you'd read this post because I want to tell you that I am so sorry if my action did leave some scars to you. I hate to break this up to you, but I am now loving another girl. And I have 1 request here... umm, stop liking me already, but as a friend, I could accept it, because you are the only exception. For that, I'll leave you with this music video, from Paramore titled, The Only Exception. Enjoy!


Saturday, October 23, 2010

A Fresh New Start .

That's it, I decided to move on with my life, and get over you. I deleted your messages, your pictures, and most of all, memories about you in my cute little brain. Yeah, I know that this is kinda rough but it's the best for us. And it's very agonizing to pretend that I don't like you every time we meet plus, I really hate that agonizing feeling. In fact, there's no use waiting for you anymore. I've wasted so much of my time waiting for you, and I regret waiting for you. Actually, on the day you said you'll wait for me, my heart said that you'll not wait for me. But I ignored that stupid feelings, and continued waiting for you. Everyday I wish that time will pass by quicker than today, because I can't wait to get back with you again. And eventually, my heart is right, you didn't wait for me. Instead, you find another guy and get together with him, and finally broke my heart. But, like I said, I'm okay, so don't worry about me anymore cause you have someone else that you have to be worrying about.

I knew that someday, this day will eventually come. The day where sadness and grief will take over my heart and soul, while you are happy with your new boy friend. The day where I will avoid seeing you and make less contact with you. The day when there's no more messages from you. And lastly, the day when I envy you for your love and happiness with that guy.

Well, from now on, I will start a new life without you in my life. I hope that with this initiative, I could forget you or even better, erase your from my life. In fact, there's no use keeping someone like you in my life. huh.

Okay, that's it for today, I'm getting tired and weary right now. Goodbye bloggers and my dear readers! :)
Take care and May God Bless All Of You .

SyafiQ. ♥

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Secondhand Serenade - It's Not Over.

I dedicate this song to Ms. R.

Is it over? I hope it's not over yet, cause I miss you like crazy. I hope you're happy with your new partner. As always, may the both of you live happily ever after. :)

Friday, October 8, 2010


Well, it seems that you've found someone new. I knew that you wouldn't wait for me or at least care about my feelings. You do only what's best for you without thinking what it may do to me. And last time, you've said that you'll wait for me, and you'd tell me if you changed your mind. But now, did you tell me that you refused to wait, and find someone else instead of me? Did you even tell me that you've changed your mind? Instead, you told me that you have another guy, and you're loving that guy. I'm not furious or mad, but, at least, please care about my feelings, and tell me earlier that you're loving another guy, so that I'll stop waiting for you and move on with my life.

Just to let you know, I want to be the one you open up to, the one you tell all your desires to, the one who knows what you want, the one you tell your deepest secrets and the one you fall in love with. But, I guess all of my wantings are just dreams and it will never come true. I know I've been a bad lover before, but time goes by and I changed too. I promise you that I'll be more loving, caring and fun to be with for the rest of your life. You have my words and I'll prove it to you. Unfortunately, I can't prove it to you anymore for now you have someone else and I don't want to mess things up and be the spoiler to your relationship.

And one more thing, actually, I really am happy for you. If you think that you've broke my heart, please don't think it that way cause my heart is just fine. In fact, it is much better now because you found someone new whom you can share your secrets with, open up to, tell all of your desires and someone who knows what you want.

I'll always be your friend, I'll always be there for you when you need someone to rely on and you can always borrow my shoulders whenever you feel like crying. Last but not least, I wish you all the best in your future undertakings, and may God bless you now and always.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Sunday, September 19, 2010

9th Syawal !

Hi ! Yesterday my family and I went to Ranau to visit my grandfather and grandmother. It was kinda boring cause only me and my adorable cousin, Shazana were the only teenagers at the house. And, we did some photography to lessen our boredom. Here are the photos! Oh ya, umm, I changed it to the GiF format to make it easier to watch, rather than scrolling down. My models are my little cute sister and my adorable little cousin. Enjoy !

Monday, September 13, 2010

I miss you .

I miss the way you talked,
I miss the way you mocked your face for me,
I miss the way you laughed,
I miss the way our eyes met,
I miss the way you walked,
I miss the way you made your hair,
I miss your body language,
I miss your sense of humor,
I miss your jokes,
I miss your voice,
I miss your smile,
I miss looking into your eyes,
I miss the way you look when you're bored,
I miss the way you eat,
I miss the way we spent our time together,
I miss the way you tell me about something,
I miss your accent,
I miss your smell,
I miss holding your hands although it only lasts for several minutes,
I miss your everything.

I dedicate this to the person that I admire the most. Although sometimes, we sit far from each other, seldom talk to each other, we will still be the perfect two. This person inspires me the most. This person made me laugh every time we meet. This person melts my heart with his sweetness. This person is always there for me. This person is the only person that could make my heart beats fast, and make me blush. This person is the peanut to my butter, straw to my berry, the star to my light. I will always remember you until the day I die. Love you! XOXO

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Adam Lambert - If I Had You

Hey there readers! Today I'll post a music video of Adam Lambert's new hits, titled If I Had You. In my opinion, this song is superb! Although there are some 18sx content, I still love it. Some people hate him because he's gay, but for me, who cares if Adam Lambert is gay? At least he has a jolly good voice, and unique personality( I like it when he wears eye liners, and I like his hairstyle. I wish I could get a hairstyle like his). Well, okay peeps, I'll let you watch his Official Music Video.
*Note to the readers, it may be a little bit pornographic. Anyway, Enjoy !*

Monday, August 23, 2010


Gawd! PMR is almost here, and I'm not ready to face the exam yet! Well, I guess I have to stick up with my plan B, which is :
- Less online, maybe 1 time in a week, or none.
- Eat healthy foods which are good for my mind.
- Sleep early.
- Decrease my hand phone usage in these last hours.
- Sacrifice most of my times, to study including during my leisure.
- Lessen my singing times, or else, I'll lose most of my knowledge in my cute big brain.
- Pray, including Solat Hajat.
- Read more book instead of novels.
- Gain my confidence.

Okay, there you have it, summary of my so called plan B. I freaked out when I knew that PMR is in 40 days! I regret wasting my time. I wish I could turn back time, and realize that time is the most precious thing to me. But, I know, there's no use of regretting the past, just let the future be. In fact, everything happen for a reason. Perhaps, right now, I'll freak out, but when the day comes, I'll be extremely calm? -what a dream!-.
Well, PMR is in 40 days, and I'll promise to make the best out of it. I wonder, how will the students look like when the actual PMR day is here? Will they freak out? Or will they just relax and be extremely cool? Hmm, I don't know yet, but I hope I'll relax.
I think, that's all for today, I may update my blog on the weekends only, due to my plan B. haha.

Thanks for reading . ! Tatatititutu !

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Plans for today .

Well, hello there once again readers to my adorable readers! Its Sunday, and its time for leisure! Yippee!
As I woke up today, after I ate my 'Sahur', I was extremely enthusiastic about doing some photography sessions today with some of my 'models' a.k.a. my sister, and cousins. They have always been my models since I started to be active in photography, especially my lovely sister. She's so inspirational to me. Every time I take a picture of her, her personality shines like a bright sunlight, and its impossible to endure the excitement and enthusiasm of taking some snaps of her.

Okay, enough with the stories of my sister! As I indicated, today I will be doing some photography sessions with my 'models'. I was wondering, where should I meet them? When should I meet them? Well, after a few minute of thinking, I finally found the answer! Luckily, today, my parents organized a family break fasting at my grandmother's house, and all of my cousins were invited to make it happier. For a minute, I felt a glimpse of excitement and enthusiasm. But then, something bothered me, and the 'thing' was, HOMEWORKS! In all of a sudden, I felt like, my day would be crushed into pieces, and my plans for my Sunday, would vanish in a blink of an eye. I kept a positive thought, and think about it. Maybe, this time, I'll divide my time for homeworks and leisure. Huh, truthfully, I suck in dividing my time to do some things in a day. Hmmm, it'll not be as bad as it could be. Perhaps, I can do my homeworks at night, and have fun in the morning, like my teacher said, "Don't get too stressed out because of homeworks or studies, have some fun."

Well, okay that's all for My Sunday. Wish me luck for today! =)
Thanks for reading !

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

My Exam Result Sucks .

I received 8 of my exam results this week, and it was a little bit, building, but at the same time, disappointing. Well, I'll tell you what my result looks like, :
Bahasa Melayu : 77 % ( B )
Science : 75 % ( B )
Geography : 65 % ( C )
Mathematics : 63 % ( C )
Pendidikan Agama Islam : 59 % ( C )
Sejarah : 58 % ( C )
Kemahiran Hidup : 53 % ( D )
Bahasa Arab : 51 % ( D )

Okay, there you have it. Now, as you can see, if you read my post about my First Term exam (Click Here), I made so much improvements and yet, some of my marks are so unacceptable. You may realize that there is something yet somehow missing in action. I didn't insert my English marks, because I haven't received it yet. But, I can tell you that, I got 37 /40 for my paper 1 , and for my paper 2, I don't know yet. For your information, I'm hoping that I could get an A in my English, because that's the only thing that I'm "Good" at.

And just now, my father asked me about my this, and I was extremely anxious about telling him what did I get. But eventually, I found the will to tell my father about my results, and it turns out that I was scolded harshly, and he told me to turn off the computer, and open some pages, instead of typing something that would make my life miserable. I am very disappointed in my Kemahiran Hidup's marks. Last time, I got 63 % , and now, it fell right into the hole of DOOM. As for my Bahasa Arab, I somehow expected that I was going to get that marks, because it is absolutely difficult to be answered! Plus, the Ministry Of Bahasa Arab Malaysia, had published a new format for the paper, and after 2 years of learning and training about the previous format, it somehow turned into ashes. (sobs..)

Well, I guess that's all, and to you readers, PLEASE pray for my success in PMR this coming October ! If you did, thanks , I really appreciate it.

Good Night ! ♥

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Somebody To Love.

Lately, I've been craving to have a girl by my side. I don't know why, but I guess I really need to start to find someone new. Put yourself in my shoes, then you'll know what I'm feeling right now.

My latest breakup was very heartbreaking, for she was the most wonderful girl in the whole world. Nothing can change what she meant to me. She's the only one that I want, nobody else in this world. A long time ago, I always insult the people with girlfriends / boyfriends at my school. Maybe, that time, I wasn't matured enough to know the true meaning of love. But now, when I knew it, it's like my world is meaningless without my girlfriend by my side.

She's the apple of my eye, and when we met, my heart bumps furiously. She was my first love, and some people said that ' First ones are always the hardest. ' At first, I didn't believe that its hard to forget the first ones, but when I broke up with my ex recently, it was ultra-heartbreaking. I felt so lonely, with no one to hold on to. Every night, I think about her most of the time. Sometimes, I can't seem to sleep and when I looked back at her picture, then I could sleep.

For me, losing her is the last thing that I wish could happen. Although she told me to wait for another 3 months, Its like I can't wait much longer. I'm tired of waiting all my life to fall in love with a girl like her. I'll Love her no matter what'll happen in the future. May God will always bless the both of us.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

The Best Hangout Ever !

This morning, me, Is, and Hanis went to Suria Sabah to watch Twilight Sage : Eclipse. We've planned this thing yesterday since I can't watch it with my friends from my class, I decided to watch it with them.

I took off from home at 1:15pm , and I was worried, cause I told them to wait for me there at 1:00pm. But thank God, they arrived at the same time as me. As we arrived, we went straight to the 8th Floor. It was extremely crowded! Plus, we're rushing because the movie will start at 2:00pm and its 2:05pm! When we asked the counter-girl, she said, " Ada tempat lagi, tapi cuma di depan la. ". Then Hanis said, " Lantak la. Bagi jak kami. ", and the tickets were on our hands, now it's time to hit the screen.
Although we sat on the front, and we have to look up as the screen was over the top of our heads, it was not disappointing. Plus the movie was AWESOME ! If I could rate the movie, I'll give it 10 out of 10. And there's a part of this movie that made me laugh. It was when Jacob said, " I'm hotter than you " to Edward when Edward asked Jacob to warm Bella up. Everyone in the hall was laughing out loud including us. And there's many other part that really made me laugh. But, I don't want to be a spoiler, so its better to keep it as a secret.

After the movie, we went to KFC and grabbed something to eat. I ordered KFC Jom Jimat with the rice and the others ordered something else. We ate the lunch full with enthusiasm, and we did take some snaps while we're eating. Thanks to Is, the photographer. Also, we didn't stop laughing until it's time to say goodbye. When we're already outside, Is suddenly took out his camera, and starting to take pictures of us again. This time, we posed, and made some cool moves in front of the camera. But then, Is's mother came to fetch him and all that's left was me and Hanis.

After approximately half an hour, both of our guardians came to take us home. It was such a great day. And I had such a great time with them. I wish I could do this again next time.

That's all for today. Goodnight !

I'm a really bad person !

Huh... Just, I had a fight with a girl named Ily Mumtaz Iskandar in Facebook. At first, she commented my status saying that I like gays stuffs. I was totally mad at that time, and say, " don't judge a book by its cover. " . And then, she deleted me from her Facebook! I was like, "Whoa." . I am a really bad person. I bet the girl is crying right now. Haha. Well, to that girl, there's something I want to tell you. " When you meet people, make sure you know them right. And never talk bad things about me, or you'll pay for it. "
Tata . ! =)

Justin Bieber - Never Let You Go.

Good Morning ! Today, I'll post a video of Justin Bieber with his song called Never Let You Go. This song somehow connects me within it. I was extremely astonished that I'm posting this video. Cause I despise him. I wish I could make him disappear. huh. But, I have to say, his songs are great although some of them are bad and boring, but I still like his songs more than I like the singer. In fact, I should hate him cause most boys, except for the gays hates him. And frankly, there's a page published in Facebook who protests his existing, and of course the founder of the group is a male. And proud to say, I am a member in the group! Haha. Well okay, enough with the dramas, focus on the video. Enjoy !

Lyric :

Justin Bieber - Never Let You Go.

Oh no, oh no, oh

They say that hate has been sent
So let loose the talk of love
Before they outlaw the kiss
Baby, give me one last hug

There's a dream that I've been chasing
Want so badly for it to be reality
And when you hold my hand then I understand
That it's meant to be 'cause, baby, when you're with me

It's like an angel came by, oh and took me to heaven
Like you took me to heaven, girl
'Cause when I stare in your eyes it couldn't be better
I don't want you to go, oh no, so

Let the music blast, we gon' do our dance
Bring the doubters on, they don't matter at all
'Cause this life's too long and this love's too strong
So baby, know for sure that I'll never let you go

I got my favorite girl
Not feeling no pain, no fear
Don't have a care in the world
Why would I when you are here?

There's a moment I've been chasing
And I finally caught it out on this floor
Baby, there's no hesitation, no reservation
By taking a chance and more, oh no, because

It's like an angel came by and took me to heaven
Like you took me to heaven, girl
'Cause when I stare in your eyes, it couldn't be better
I don't want you to go, oh no, so

Let the music blast, we gon' do our dance
Bring the doubters on, they don't matter at all
'Cause this life's too long and this love's too strong
So baby, know for sure that I'll never let you go

It's like an angel came by and took me to heaven
Like you took me to heaven, girl
'Cause when I stare in your eyes, it couldn't be better
I don't want you to go, oh no, so

Take my hand, let's just dance
Watch my feet, follow me
Don't be scared, girl, I'm here
If you didn't know, this is love

Let the music blast, we gon' do our dance
Bring the doubters on, they don't matter at all, oh baby
'Cause this life's too long and this love's too strong
So baby, know for sure that I'll never let you go

So don't fear, don't you worry 'bout a thing
I am here, right here, I'll never let you go
Don't shed a tear whenever you need me
I'll be here, I'll never let you go

Oh no, oh no, oh
I'll never let you go
Oh no, oh no, oh
I'll never let you go

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Photography ?

Firstly, let me give you the definition of the word ' Photography '. Photography means, 'The art or process of producing images of objects on photosensitive surfaces'. Lately, 1/4 of my friends were indulging themselves into photography. Sometimes, it makes me wonder, why in the world would they want to do photography? As a hobby? As a form of relaxation? I don't really know why, but there's one thing I know about Photography. Which is, taking pictures of a perfect scene and getting rid of boredom. And for your information, I tried this and all that I did was wasting my precious time, although some of the pictures that I took was fantastic, but still I can't seem to accept Photography in my daily life. And, actually I have a DSLR camera, which I don't seem to use often.
Well, I have a friend named Aniq, and he really loves photography. He made photography as his way of life, which is awesome.He was the first to introduce photography to some of my friends. And he often brings camera to school and taking pictures of the students, which sometimes annoy me. But, there's something weird about him, which is, he always screams loudly in class although there's a teacher in the class! And secondly, he take things slowly and easy which I admire.
Then, the second person to follow Aniq's style was my friend named Zarif. He's been quite a good friend with Aniq lately this year.I don't know why and how did they become close, cause I don't mind about them. I mind mine own business. Zarif shocked me, cause, in all of a sudden he brings a camera to school and sometimes do photography with Aniq.
Frankly, after a few months after Aniq introduced photography to everyone, the numbers of cameramen were getting bigger and never stop growing. I was extremely astonished with this thing around me. Maybe in a few years from now, the next generation of my school would be the weirdest among all. And this school would be called, ' The Camera School ' . Isn't it cool ? huh.
Well, okay that's all fro today and hope we'll meet again. Goodbye.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Glee - Journey Medley.

So, today I decided to post a video which I really like and love. Whenever I hear this song anywhere, I will surely continue hearing it. Here are the factors :
- The Faithfully song really affects me in my daily life.
- The song, " That's The Way You Want It " is very cool, and I like it too. The lyric's somehow connected to me.
- The " Don't Stop Believing " gives me strength and will, to accomplish something. And it rises my spirit too, when I''m in a competition or when I'm nervous.

Now you know the factors, you should really hear the song !

Enjoy !

-Press here to watch it on YouTube.-

Sunday, July 4, 2010


Whoa, the PMR examination is around the corner! I really need to focus more to my studies, and leave all the unimportant things behind. Since my UPSR result was kinda great, my whole family expect me to get greater result in my PMR. Sometimes, it kinda pressure me and I can't deal with it until I have to knock my head to the wall, and get some snacks to eat. When I look back to my previous exam results, I have to focus and study more in Geography, Mathematics, Pendidikan Agama Islam, Sejarah, and Bahasa Arab. While the other 4 subjects, I need to do more practice, and improve my marks.
For this PMR, I would like to get 9A's if I could, and if I can't, I'll accept 7A's 2B's.
That's it for today. Bye. ^^

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Lucky Number 5.

Okay, I just got back from school and I got my exam result for the First Semester. My result, is just THE SAME.
Nothing's Lose, Nothing's Gained. Here's my Result. :

Bahasa Melayu : 71 (B)
English Language : 88 (A)
Sejarah : 48 (D)
Mathematics : 42 (D)
Science : 67 (C)
Geography : 63 (C)
Pendidikan Agama Islam : 57 (C)
Perdagangan dan Keusahawanan : 63 (C)
Bahasa Arab : 52 (D)
Sivik : 90 (A)

Conclusion : 2A's, 1B, 4C's, 3D's .
Percentage : 64.10%
Ranking : 5 Out Of 40 (Top 5)

There you have it. My 'beautiful' exam result. I guess I have to evolve into a bookworm after this, and focus to my studies. Also, get involved with the nerds in my school.
Oh ya, PMR is in, 93 Days.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Miley Cyrus. . ( Artist Of The Month )

Hello peeps ! Well, I guess I'm a little bit late for Artist Of The Month posting in this month. And that's because I'm quite busy this month. I have to think about my PMR exam that will start this coming October, and I'm so worried about my first semester exam result. I haven't received my English, Science, and Bahasa Arab test paper yet. But I knew my marks for my Bahasa Arab paper, and it's quite disappointing and a little bit building, cause my marks is the highest among all of the boy-candidates in my class, and the disappointing part is, I got only 52%. But still, I must show my gratitude to God, for He had helped me during the exam. Okay, enough for the school thingy, and lets go on to the Artist Of The Month.

Her real name is Destiny Hope Cyrus.
She'll be 17 this year. (2010)
She was on the 23rd Of November 1992.

She has a great both voice and personality.
Although she went through lots kind of controversies,
she endured all of them very well.
She started to be popular when her tv series " Hannah Montana "
was shown on tv.
After that, almost every teenage girls wanted to be like her.
Above all, she is fantastic, and superb.
I ♥ Her.

Here's a song from her latest album which will be released on the 22nd of June 2010.


Enjoy !

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

You are so mean.

I admire, like, adore and care about this person. He's kinda my best cousin, cause we often share thoughts and ideas about something, we shared our secrets, and we also sometimes do something together, and last but not least we have the same leisure pursuit. We once promised to ourselves to not to have secrets between us, never do something bad towards each other, and live a life without any hatred between the both of us.
Recently, he blocked me from viewing his wall in his Facebook profile. I asked him why did he blocked me, and he said, " Only I can view my wall " . After he answered my question, I was a little bit calmed down. But just now, I viewed his profile through my brother's Facebook profile, and I could see his wall. But when I tried to view his wall through my Facebook profile, I can't. I was very disappointed after I knew that he lied to me about it.
And now, I'm wondering whether I should ask him again why did he blocked me from his Facebook profile and tell him that he lied to me, or just let him be? This is very depressing and it made me feel like I want to break my cousin-relationship with him. I know this may sound awkward to you, but if you put yourself in my shoes, you'll know what kind of feeling I'm
feeling right now. I am so sad, and depressed.

Monday, June 7, 2010

Saturday, June 5, 2010


simplicity has made my day.
well, today, as usual, went to my grandmother's house cause its holiday and there'll be nobody at house or at school. I started my day off with a cup of coffee. haha. naah, I'm just joking. I started my day with waking up in the morning, and expecting something magical would happen to my day. I took my shower, and I went to my room and turned on the Wi-Fi device and online for a few minutes. Then, I went downstairs to get something to eat and sat down on the couch. as I heard my father's footsteps at the stairs, I finished my food and cleaned my hands then, I went inside the car to start up the car.

after a few minutes, I was in my grandmother's house, and I realized that, time flies so fast. there was nobody there, except for me, my uncle, my grandfather, and my grandmother. my uncle took off from house several minutes after I arrived. so now all that's left is the 3 of us. I was extremely bored as I got nothing to do, and I accidentally looked at the woods leftover from my school work a long time ago, and my mind suddenly have the urge to take the leftover woods, and make something from it. I took all of the things needed to build something from it, such as some nails, and other kinds of stuffs.

I went outside as I'm afraid that my grandfather would be awaken by the noise that I'll be making when making my 'project'. I started with thinking what shape will I do and what will it do good to me and the rest of my family. wow.. it took me half an hour to think about a shape and the structure of my model. finally, my mind has made its decision, and I'm building something kinda cool and weird at the same time. well, I think I don't have to tell you about what happened to my model. but, I'll give you a clue. its hideous. that's the only clue that I could give you peeps. after that, I went back into the house and thinking about what could I do.

after a while, I figured out what I could do that time. my mind was just perfect! I took the ribbon leftover inside the leftover things box. then, I used up the remaining woods which is long, and I tied the ribbon onto the long wood, and I played gymnastic artistic kinda game. after an hour of playing the stupid thing, I went inside the house and I had my lunch as I am extremely hungry that moment. well, in the evening, I didn't do anything, except for taking my bath, and fetched my younger sister from school.
okay, that's all for yesterday's story. bye. Goodnight peeps. =)

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

I miss My BFFL !

whoa, it's been two days, since my B.F.F.L. absent in school. without him, i can't tell my feelings about someone i like, i can't teach him what i know, can't gossip (sometimes), can't sing together, hmmm, can't tell u more in this limited space. we do almost everything together, except for going to the toilet, and other private matters. sometimes, i hate him, but that's that's the only thing that i'll remember, after his kindness. some people always talk bad things about him, they describe him in a very rude way. it's not like, they are perfect and flawless, in fact, they are the stupid ones! i may not tell him about this, but, if he found out about this, i'm so grateful, cause, he often say that i'm rude and not kind enough and also, he said that, i'm not caring. but, actually, in my deep heart's core, i do care about him. more than anything in my whole life, after my family and my girlfriend. sometimes, when people say bad things about him, i'll bring him away from that place and persons, so that, he's not hurt by them. but, sometimes, i feel that, we are like gay partners, cause we go everywhere together, but who cares? we're just friends, and not more than that. well, you may not know about the person i'm describing right now, but, you can search him in Facebook. just type "Ello Meowmeow", and add him up. =)
he's such a great friend. i'll never forget him.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

A Beautiful Voice.

this is Adira, one of the finalist of this year's Akademi Fantasia. she is very talented, from the first time i saw her, and heard her voice, she's like the new apple of my ear. my ear-candy, my soul-food, my everything. 
you MUST see this video and hear her voice, then, you can feel what i felt. enjoy!

Saturday, May 22, 2010

I Never Told You - Colbie Caillat


This music means a lot to me. It affects me in my daily life. Well, this song is nearly the same to my love life. Then, Enjoy folks!

Saturday, May 15, 2010

so what?! bitch!!

simplicity made my day, but there's something bothering me as soon as I logged in to Facebook. Someone sent me a message, and asked me to change my attitude and style! FYI, who are you to judge me? And you'd think that you're good and perfect? Excuse me! Look at yourself, before judging on people! In fact, I'm a better person than you! You were the one who act more stupid and awful than me! You like the opposite sex, you act like you're somebody else, you like getting me frustrated! Stop being so stupid! And stop judging a book by it's cover! You don't even knew me 'that' deep yet! Ugh, your existence is something that I wish I wouldn't have to face! You're such a bitch!

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Restless Legs Syndrome.

   It's 4:50 am in the morning.. It's Sunday today.. And, I can't sleep.. Then, I turned on the computer and I searched on Insomnia.. I think I may have Insomnia.. But then, I passed through an info which tells me about Restless Legs Syndrome is also a cause for Insomnia.. I was shocked.. And, I read the article until the end.. Again, I was puzzled.. Because, I realized that I have this some kind of 'disease'.. The article said that, this matter is not a 'disease'.. But actually, it has something got to do with the way we sleep.. Huh... I am still shocked when I knew that I'm having Insomnia and Restless Legs Syndrome (RLS).. This is tough.. This is very tough.. How am I suppose to sleep?.. I can't sleep with my RLS condition.. Even now, I am feeling it.. It's bothering me.. God, help me..

Saturday, April 24, 2010

. empire of my life .

simplicity made my day.
after the additional class, I went to the English Language Club activity, which is supposed to be a movie-day, but it turns out that my friend the chairman, forgot to inform the teacher in charge, that we wanted to use the computer laboratory. and because of that, she was scolded harshly by the teacher adviser. i felt sorry and pity to her, because she's such an innocent girl. thus, she's the only daughter in her family. when she was scolded, i can see her eyes pumping tears to flow out from her eyes. but thankfully, she can handle her tears from falling down, very well. then, she followed the teacher into the teacher's room.

since we can't watch the movie, we played game, which is listening game. the teacher played a song called keep on movin and she asked us to fill in the blanks in the lyric. it was fun, and entertaining. after an hour, the meeting/activity was finish and i went back home early. there was nothing to be done that time. thus, my tummy needs food! when i arrived at home, it was like the normal days. the same people, same thing, same pet, everything's the same! i felt so tired and i decided to sleep after i finish my lunch. i woke up at 4:37pm. and i went straight to the toilet because, my tummy felt so sick. i digested lots of faeces! and as all humans faeces does, it stinks. after that, i watched the television, and fortunately, Twilight was on! although i've watched it many times, i'm not bored yet!

i checked my hand phone and i got 1 missed call. it was my cousin. we were planning on tutoring our niece about mathematics. but when i called her, she said that her mother can't send and fetch her from our aunt's house because it's raining, heavily. so, i conclude that, no tutoring today. i was like, "yahoo!" and at the same time, "boohoo!".  i took my bath at 6:10pm and after that, i do my homework. all of my homework are very difficult. especially mathematics and sejarah.

i ate my dinner at 8:35pm. i suddenly remembered that tonight is the Konsert Akademi Fantasia! i switched on the television and i finished my dinner in front of the screen.
well, today was an okay day for me. there was nothing special happened. so, i better get to bed.

nitey nitez!

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Artist Of The Month - Selena Gomez !

Falling Down - Kiss and Tell

Naturally - Kiss and Tell

I like both of these songs!
Although she can't hit the high notes like her friends (Demi Lovato & Miley Cyrus) can, her voice is still the apple of my ear. =)

p/s : You may notice that the Naturally video has been cut off a little bit. sorry.