Walk Away.

"When life gives you lemon, make lemonades."

I've been trying to get a grip on reality since the first time we met each other. I was in the realm of wonderland for quite a very long time indeed. Everyday, my life is being haunted by a 'dream' which I believe that it will never turn into reality. You are something desirable to me and I can't let you go just like that. But faith was not by my side, and I think it's time to let you go and get a grip on reality.

I wish I had never met you on the first place. Without knowing that you are something impossible to me, I tried to be with you all the time hoping that luck will light up the way. As time goes by, you were on my mind all the time until I reach that one point where I'd easily get jealous whenever you are with other guys. Sometimes, the thought of you made me stay awake until 3 AM in the morning. Your laughter and your loud voice all lingering in my head.

Every time I tried to walk away, I can't seem to make it happen. I tried and tried real hard but all I get was nothing. But on that very day, God has given me the opportunity to walk away from you and I did. You were with someone else and it broke my heart into tiny little pieces. Miraculously, I find it really helpful and I was really happy with it. Thank God.

Since that day, I started to care less about you. I avoided you and I stopped talking to you. You may not understand why I'm doing this, but you got to at least try to understand. From that day, I told myself to learn to walk away and face reality. Even if reality hurts a lot, stay in there because there's nothing more hurtful than heartbreaks and grief. Reality teaches you how to be a stronger and wiser man.

 -The End-

Najwa Latiff .

Najwa Latiff is one of the Young Talents Of Malaysia. Her talent in music has brought her to a higher level in the industry. At first, she was a normal teenager who posts video into YouTube with hopes that she'll be famous like Yuna or Justin Bieber or Ana Raffali. Finally, after months of attempts, she has now emerged as an awesome singer with such big talent. Her popularity is getting higher day by day. 

Recently, I've been exposed to the songs that she sang on YouTube. Of all the songs that I heard, Cinta Muka Buku stroked my soul and triggered something inside of me which I call likeness. I keep on repeating the song and miraculously, I enjoyed it. In fact, the more I play the song, the more enjoyment I get. It's my ear-candy.

From this article, all I'm trying to say is that, reach for your dreams and make it happen. No matter how hard it takes, just go for it and you'll never regret the outcomes. Fulfill your destiny like she did. :) 

Her smile is so beautiful and wonderful.
Her voice is a miracle.
16 is just so possible.
Nothing is impossible.

♥Najwa Latif♥

The Glee Project : Cameron Mitchell.

Cameron Mitchell .

He is one of my favorites in the Glee Project show. I've been watching him from the 1st episode and all that I realized is that he is indeed a good singer and actor. The look on his face and his voice is strong enough to make girls fall in love with him and go crazy. To be frank, I kind of melted when I heard him singing for the first time. Yeah, I kind of though.

Glee Project is a TV show which opens an opportunity for the Gleeks to be a part of Glee officially for 10 episodes. It is a great show because through the show, huge talents are being discovered. For example, Cameron. But, unfortunately he bailed out himself under some reasons that he could not really describe. If he didn't do so, I believe that he'll be the winner instead of Damian and Samuel. Maybe his religious convictions has something to do with it. Poor him. Opportunity is being left at stake for nothing.

Well, I guess that's all for tonight. I'm so exhausted after a whole day of hosting a family feast at my house today. It was hell of a fun though. ;)

Goodnight and Goodbye. xoxo

BVLGARI. The new of me.

HELLO readers. :)

So, I just got back from shopping for this upcoming festive season and I feel extremely tired. Although I didn't buy that much but the walking and looking was indeed tiring enough for my body to handle. For this year's raya, I don't feel like buying so much as I don't have the passion to celebrate the day. Unlike last year, I still had a little bit of the passion for raya but this year, the feeling had gone totally.

During my shopping hours, I was very lucky because my parents paid for me and I got a BVLGARI perfume for FREE! I was totally excited and over the moon when the cashier said that I could pick any one of the perfumes available in the store. There were too many to be chosen but thought after thought, I finally chose the BVLGARI : AQVA POUR HOMME. This is my first time having a BVLGARI as my very own fragrance. :)

And, with this new parfum, I am proud to call myself as the new me. Somehow, this fragrance had made me a new person internally and vice versa. The design of the bottle is so unique and the smell of the fragrance is shockingly awesome and addictive. I am on the edge with my fragrance. :)

This is the new of me. :)

_Peace our home dawg_

MERDEKA RAYAA.

a very good afternoon i bid to all of you dear readers. :)

it has been 23 days since we started fasting. i'm getting a little bit fatter than i ever expected. i was hoping that i could lose some weight on this year's fasting month as i'm staying on a dormitory. annnnd, you know how it feels like to live in the dormitory(exhausted, bored, bored, annnnd bored.).

in a few days time, i'll be back on board with my family and old friends andddd, i'll be gone shopping for the upcoming RAYA! well, i'm kind of excited about this year's raya because i'll have the chance to shop for my own things on my own, with my own money, and with my own friends! well, you may think that i'm a typical guy living in a typical world. BUT, you are absolutely WRONG. :)

my life is brilliant, my life is pure, i saw an angel...*snapped out of it.

so yeah, i have the awesome-st family ever. i mean, although sometimes we fight, but that's the verdict.

back to the main point, my intention of posting this is that i just want to wish you guys a very happy MERDEKA RAYA. may all of you guys have a blessed and super-awesome raya this year. by the way, NEVER FORGET TO GIVE 'angpau' to the children and not to be forgotten, the TEENS!

once again, HAPPY MERDEKA RAYA! I really hope that Malaysia would reach it's vision before 2020 or by 2020. I LOVE MALAYSIA. :)

p/s : im blogging during class-hour. isn't it just so awesome? yeaaaaaah mannnnn. \m/

_peace out home dawg_

Heartache .

Hi peeps. It's been a very long while since I posted something new. Life as a student in a boarding school ain't that easy when there is no internet connection and a laptop. On this very night I would like to post something about someone I really like the most. I've been ignoring her lately under some reason. Its not because I hate her, but I wanna stay away from her for the benefits of both of us.

Every time I walk pass you, there would be a sudden feeling which I can't really describe. I don't even know why does that feeling came attacking me. But, when I recall, it's something that people call as LOVE. It was a strange feeling because how can I fall in love with a person whom I think already has someone to be loved? Plus, she seemed to be very close to this one particular guy at my school. Every time they meet each other, they'll interact as if they are lovebuds. And to be frank, it bothers me the most when she meets him.

As time passes by, you started to show some signals. You played along my jokes and you started to be open towards me. So, I took a brave step and told her about the feelings that I kept from the start. Unfortunately, my attempt was unsuccessful because I was too nervous to do so. I waited, and waited, and waited, and waited. Until now, I still haven't express my feelings to her yet. Whenever I tried to tell her the real deal, my voice seemed to become sore and phlegm starts to accumulate in my throat. It made me so hard to talk. God, please help me get through this. I want this girl to be mine so badly that I'd sacrifice anything just to get her. She's the sweetest thing I've ever seen and hold.

Goodnight. :)

Maddi Jane .

Here's a video of Maddi Jane singing Jar Of Hearts. She is just so talented and pretty. She has the package. If one day she emerge as a new born star, I'll never be astounded by her appearance. YouTube is best known as a place where people submits their video and be famous. It is also a place where people promote their abilities and capabilities and knowledge. Happy watching ! :)

XOXO