Twilight Saga : Breaking Dawn Part 1

Childhood is the kingdom where nobody died. - Isabella Swan

As you can see from the picture inserted, I officially watched Twilight Saga : Breaking Dawn Part 1 on the first day of screening. This movie has been the most anticipated movie for this year next to Harry Potter Part 2. It has always been my dream of watching a movie on the first day of screening and thankfully, I did it.

Bought the tickets for 1:10pm show but waited for almost 25 minutes just because of a 'problemo' in the hall. Everyone couldn't seem to wait to enter the hall as it is like I said one of the most anticipated movie of the year. While waiting in the queue, we talked about our exam results. I was a little bit confident that I'll excel but at the same time, I don't think that I can. I told my friend to ask about my pointer and to my amazement, my guess was correct! I managed to excel in the final exam. Alhamdulillah. I was very excited and hyped as soon as I knew about my pointer. The door to Hall 6 has finally opened and people were rushing to get into it. I almost touched someone's butt in the mad crowd. *disgusting much.

The movie started in a blink of an eye. Jacob ran away immediately when he received the wedding invitation from Bella while Bella's mother and step father were so happy about it and not to be forgotten, Bella's lovely father smiled when he stared at the invitation. I guess some people can't seem to accept the fact that somebody's going to get married. Huh.

I didn't sleep through the movie because it was too damn freaking awesome. However, we were the only loud group in the hall. It was as if we own the hall and the cinema. Thankfully, the others didn't feel annoyed and the just let us be.

Movie Review:
   Twilight Saga : Breaking Dawn Part 1 was very amazing. You know, it's like you can feel what the actors and actresses are feeling. Their choice of wardrobe is fine. The movie really captured my attention from the beginning. And the way the end the story is beyond imagination because it really makes you want more for the Part 2. All in all, this is a very magnificent movie. You should NOT watch this with your family because there are some scenes which will bring you towards total awkwardness if you watch with your family. Perhaps you can bring your friend watch this movie. Just like what I did.

Rating :
***** 5/5


XOXO. Happy Holidays!

Relationships.

"Lust is easy. Love is hard. Like is important." - Carl Reiner. 

Howdy bloggers how're ya'll doing? As usual, I am fine and I am ready to blog. 

To be frank, I've always wanted to share about this thing since the dawn of time but because of exams and procrastination, I end up keeping it to myself for a very long time. But, Alhamdulillah, my fingers are very light and energetic.

  

straight.

gay.

lesbian.

In the whole wide world, there are only 1 relationship that is considered as normal which is a guy to woman relationships. However, there are 2 relationships that is not accepted by many which is the guy to guy relationships and woman to woman relationships. Many had debated and tried to make these 2 additional types of relationships vanish forever. Unfortunately, they failed to do so and now, as the world is modernizing, these relationships began to grow at a fast rate. 

I once wondered how would it feels like dating a guy? Since I knew how did it feels like dating a girl. I know this sounds weird but my curiosity grew higher day by day and I did a research about gay relationships. To my amazement, all that I could see in the Google page was videos of gays making inappropriate actions on set. After a few seconds of staring through all the results, I came to a conclusion that gay relationships are more to sex pleasure rather than a long lasting relationship. So, I closed the tab and went blank for a few days. I was quite shocked about it. 

One day at school, a male friend of mine suddenly sit in front of me and looked straight into my hazel eyes.  The class was empty so does the corridor. It was just me and him. At first, I didn't feel anything suspicious or weird because he's my friend and I've known him for a very long time indeed. He's quite a good looking guy I must say, and I can tell that he's sort of muscular. In all of a sudden, he held my hands and pulled his face gently towards mine and he said the magic word. I Love You. I thought that it was a joke, and I replied it as if I really meant it. He smiled at me and literally kissed my hands. I was totally shocked at that moment because I never thought that he would have the courage to do something like that. Ever. He took my pencil and kept it inside of his pocket and went away. I was left mystified.

At the end of the day, I saw him near the main entrance and he smiled at me reluctantly as if he's afraid that I'll tell everybody about what happened during recess. Luckily, my dad came early and I got into the car without looking at the guy at all. 

In my room, I kept on thinking about the 'tragedy' and I suddenly felt something that I call likeness. I snapped out of the feeling cause there's no way in hell that I'm ever going to fall in love with a guy. Even if there's only 1 girl left in the world, I'd still try to get the girl. 

When the sun fell down, it was time for the moon to provide light source to humans. The sudden likeness was still inside of me and I can't seem to understand what is this feeling actually means. I was very worried  if I'm turning into a gay who date with guys. I slept early and forget about everything about it on the next morning. Alhamdulillah, praise be to Allah the feeling went away easily. 

From that incident, I finally knew how would it feels like, dating a guy. Even if it was just a short period of time. 

So, what I'm trying to say here is that :

- never ever care what would people say about your sexuality. it's your life you're living, not theirs. 

- choose your sexuality wisely to avoid from regretting them. 

- be with who you want to be with through the rest of your life. if it's a guy, then be with it. and if it's a girl, make it happen. 

I think that's all for now, thank you for reading, have a nice day. :) 

Assalamualaikum. 

xoxo.

Walk Away.

"When life gives you lemon, make lemonades."

I've been trying to get a grip on reality since the first time we met each other. I was in the realm of wonderland for quite a very long time indeed. Everyday, my life is being haunted by a 'dream' which I believe that it will never turn into reality. You are something desirable to me and I can't let you go just like that. But faith was not by my side, and I think it's time to let you go and get a grip on reality.

I wish I had never met you on the first place. Without knowing that you are something impossible to me, I tried to be with you all the time hoping that luck will light up the way. As time goes by, you were on my mind all the time until I reach that one point where I'd easily get jealous whenever you are with other guys. Sometimes, the thought of you made me stay awake until 3 AM in the morning. Your laughter and your loud voice all lingering in my head.

Every time I tried to walk away, I can't seem to make it happen. I tried and tried real hard but all I get was nothing. But on that very day, God has given me the opportunity to walk away from you and I did. You were with someone else and it broke my heart into tiny little pieces. Miraculously, I find it really helpful and I was really happy with it. Thank God.

Since that day, I started to care less about you. I avoided you and I stopped talking to you. You may not understand why I'm doing this, but you got to at least try to understand. From that day, I told myself to learn to walk away and face reality. Even if reality hurts a lot, stay in there because there's nothing more hurtful than heartbreaks and grief. Reality teaches you how to be a stronger and wiser man.

 -The End-

Najwa Latiff .

Najwa Latiff is one of the Young Talents Of Malaysia. Her talent in music has brought her to a higher level in the industry. At first, she was a normal teenager who posts video into YouTube with hopes that she'll be famous like Yuna or Justin Bieber or Ana Raffali. Finally, after months of attempts, she has now emerged as an awesome singer with such big talent. Her popularity is getting higher day by day. 

Recently, I've been exposed to the songs that she sang on YouTube. Of all the songs that I heard, Cinta Muka Buku stroked my soul and triggered something inside of me which I call likeness. I keep on repeating the song and miraculously, I enjoyed it. In fact, the more I play the song, the more enjoyment I get. It's my ear-candy.

From this article, all I'm trying to say is that, reach for your dreams and make it happen. No matter how hard it takes, just go for it and you'll never regret the outcomes. Fulfill your destiny like she did. :) 

Her smile is so beautiful and wonderful.
Her voice is a miracle.
16 is just so possible.
Nothing is impossible.

♥Najwa Latif♥

The Glee Project : Cameron Mitchell.

Cameron Mitchell .

He is one of my favorites in the Glee Project show. I've been watching him from the 1st episode and all that I realized is that he is indeed a good singer and actor. The look on his face and his voice is strong enough to make girls fall in love with him and go crazy. To be frank, I kind of melted when I heard him singing for the first time. Yeah, I kind of though.

Glee Project is a TV show which opens an opportunity for the Gleeks to be a part of Glee officially for 10 episodes. It is a great show because through the show, huge talents are being discovered. For example, Cameron. But, unfortunately he bailed out himself under some reasons that he could not really describe. If he didn't do so, I believe that he'll be the winner instead of Damian and Samuel. Maybe his religious convictions has something to do with it. Poor him. Opportunity is being left at stake for nothing.

Well, I guess that's all for tonight. I'm so exhausted after a whole day of hosting a family feast at my house today. It was hell of a fun though. ;)

Goodnight and Goodbye. xoxo

BVLGARI. The new of me.

HELLO readers. :)

So, I just got back from shopping for this upcoming festive season and I feel extremely tired. Although I didn't buy that much but the walking and looking was indeed tiring enough for my body to handle. For this year's raya, I don't feel like buying so much as I don't have the passion to celebrate the day. Unlike last year, I still had a little bit of the passion for raya but this year, the feeling had gone totally.

During my shopping hours, I was very lucky because my parents paid for me and I got a BVLGARI perfume for FREE! I was totally excited and over the moon when the cashier said that I could pick any one of the perfumes available in the store. There were too many to be chosen but thought after thought, I finally chose the BVLGARI : AQVA POUR HOMME. This is my first time having a BVLGARI as my very own fragrance. :)

And, with this new parfum, I am proud to call myself as the new me. Somehow, this fragrance had made me a new person internally and vice versa. The design of the bottle is so unique and the smell of the fragrance is shockingly awesome and addictive. I am on the edge with my fragrance. :)

This is the new of me. :)

_Peace our home dawg_

MERDEKA RAYAA.

a very good afternoon i bid to all of you dear readers. :)

it has been 23 days since we started fasting. i'm getting a little bit fatter than i ever expected. i was hoping that i could lose some weight on this year's fasting month as i'm staying on a dormitory. annnnd, you know how it feels like to live in the dormitory(exhausted, bored, bored, annnnd bored.).

in a few days time, i'll be back on board with my family and old friends andddd, i'll be gone shopping for the upcoming RAYA! well, i'm kind of excited about this year's raya because i'll have the chance to shop for my own things on my own, with my own money, and with my own friends! well, you may think that i'm a typical guy living in a typical world. BUT, you are absolutely WRONG. :)

my life is brilliant, my life is pure, i saw an angel...*snapped out of it.

so yeah, i have the awesome-st family ever. i mean, although sometimes we fight, but that's the verdict.

back to the main point, my intention of posting this is that i just want to wish you guys a very happy MERDEKA RAYA. may all of you guys have a blessed and super-awesome raya this year. by the way, NEVER FORGET TO GIVE 'angpau' to the children and not to be forgotten, the TEENS!

once again, HAPPY MERDEKA RAYA! I really hope that Malaysia would reach it's vision before 2020 or by 2020. I LOVE MALAYSIA. :)

p/s : im blogging during class-hour. isn't it just so awesome? yeaaaaaah mannnnn. \m/

_peace out home dawg_