sweet memory. :)

| 28 . 05 . 2011 |

it was the day where my friends and I went to the shopping complex and had tons of FUN. 5 persons walk side by side into the realm of happiness. we had our lunch at Pizza Hut. ordered 2 kinds of pizzas and finished everything by 1:20pm. watched Pirates Of The Carribean : On Strangers Tide at 1:30pm and enjoyed it cause it was a fantastic + boring movie. sang lots of songs in the karaoke center until my throat got very sick. 3 persons went home, 2 left. the remaining 2 went to the bowling center and bowled 2 sets of match. then, it was time to say goodbyes.

Instant Crush.

She was sitting next to me. Talking about her love life, and the guy she really likes. I was trying to pay attention to what she was talking about but I just couldn't find the will to do so, because the glow in her eyes were too intriguing. I end up looking into her eyes instead of listening to what she said. Abruptly, she stopped talking and looked at me as if wondering what made me so focused towards her eyes. She took out a mirror and examined every inch of her face. Her movement startled me and I broke out of the fantasy in her eyes. Both of us smiled and laughed after a few minutes. While laughing, our eyes met each other as if it is attached through an invisible bond.

Since that sweet and mesmerizing moment, we became close friends. As time passes by, I finally realize that my tiny crush on her has just got bigger.

At first, I really thought that it was an instant crush but it turns out to be a long one. Every time I set my eyes on hers, I feel a cold rush inside of me. To be frank, I've never felt this way before. Usually, I would only receive a touch of excitement and then it would vanish automatically. But this time, the effects were different. I tried to not to look or talk to her for a day, and all I get was a huge change in my temperature, a hurtful headache and a decrease in weight. I spent days, thinking of a way to make this feeling run away or at least loosen up a bit without hurting her feelings and without making her think bad things about me. I did realize that she do realize about the major changes of how I treat her in public. I always run away from her and I seldom reply her messages. I felt so guilty about my actions.

After days of evading her, she finally asked me about my weird actions. I was speechless and I called her up. It was a 4 minutes call. All that I said to her was about my feelings towards her. She was okay with it and she broke my heart into a million pieces. All this time I thought that she is single, but luck was not by my side, she is not. At that moment, I really feel like a sucker who is trying to confess his feelings towards a girl who already has a soul mate. From that day, my feelings towards her decreased vigorously and right now, I don't think I still have feelings for her any more. Thanks to the Almighty, without His help, I don't think I could survive this pain.

Alhamdulillah. :)

Minggu Bahasa Zon Barat 2011 : Glorious Victory.

Hello again dear bloggers! I am so sorry for not updating my blog for a very long time indeed. So, on 16th of April 2011 until 19th of April 2011, my friends and I went to Negeri Sembilan for the Language Week. And guess what? My drama team brought glorious victory back to Sabah. And not to be forgotten, to my unfortunate friends, don't be sad for your loss in the competition, there's always a next time. :)

And FYI, I was awarded the Best Actor! That was definitely the highlight of my year as a 16teen year old boy. I never thought that I would ever be awarded such an award on such a lovely day. Also, on that very day, I found someone whom I thought would make me happy for the rest of my life. I am very sure that she is the right person. But, I can't set high hopes because anything can happen.

All in all, it was such a GREAT experience. And for a newcomer like me, being awarded the Best Actor is indeed the best thing that has ever happened in my entire life as an MRSM-ian.

Well, I guess that's all for tonight. goodbye and goodnight peeps. :)

Roger and Out.

Everything About You.

Sunday night,

Under the bright moonlight,

You came into my life just like that,

I heard your voice in my phone,

I knew you were the one that I will own.

Your birthday date was saved in my phone,

Your favorite food was all in my mind,

Cooking was in your repertoire,

I kept them all in a jar.

Baby boo,

I'm never gonna leave you,

I saved every experience,

This song is the evidence,

A group of words,

A beautiful song,

Everything about you,

And I love you.

You are the apple of my eye,

Without you, I don't think I'll survive,

In this world full of darkness,

You're the only light,

In my eye.

Baby boo,

I'm never gonna leave you,

I saved every experience,

This song is the evidence,

A group of words,

A beautiful song,

Everything about you,

And I love you.

Nothing can change my love for you,

With the strength of our love,

We could make it through.

Baby boo,

I'm never gonna leave you,

I saved every experience,

This song is the evidence,

A group of words,

A beautiful song,

Everything about you,

And I love you.

Oh, I love you. :)

Each night, I would sing this song and pretend that you are still with me. Trying to reminisce all the memories when we were together. Hoping, we could somehow reunite and be happy just like the old times. If you think that it is impossible, I will make you believe that it's not possible because nothing is impossible baby. I will do anything to grab your heart and to have you again. My life is nothing without you. I've loved you forever. Do you think that letting you go is an easy thing to be done? You are a part of me. I can't delete you off of my mind that easily. I hope you'll understand this agony I'm going through right now. Just to let you know, I still love you. :)

Update. :)

Hey there bloggers, it's been a very long while since I last updated my blog. First of all, you can ignore the poster above. Recently, I was transferred to a boarding school or to be specific, Maktab Rendah Sains MARA located in Kinarut. Despite the strict rules, MRSM is such an interesting and awesome school and it is indeed the most suitable school for youths with brilliant and excellent exam results, or should I say straight A's students? And for those who wants to enter this brilliant school, you must at least get 4A's 1B in your UPSR examination, while for the 15 year olds, you will have to get at least 5A's 3B in your PMR examination. Oh, and you MUST get an A in your English, Mathematics and Science.

I was in that marvelous school for 2 weeks last week and all that I could say now is, I kinda miss that school even though the strict rules were making me mad. When I arrived home last Friday, I went straight to my bedroom and took the weight scale to obtain my latest weight. Surprisingly, I lost 3Kg and I was extremely happy with that and a little bit mystified. I mean, how can I lose big numbers if I didn't do any physical activities during my 2 weeks of being in that BIG school? Was it because of the stairs? I don't even know. But, I was very excited and happy with my achievement. I hope that I could slim down before this coming June.

Hmmm... The mid-term holidays are going on for a week. I really hope that boredom wouldn't strike me while I'm 'enjoying' my holidays. And I really hoped that some of my friends would want to invite me to do a sleepover or a movie day rather than just staying at home without doing anything useful instead of doing something reckless. Oh, and I really want to watch the latest movie called Red Riding Hood. From the look of the poster, I have a feeling that this is a brilliant and superb movie to be watched by all ages. For that, I'll leave you a poster and a trailer of the movie. Goodbye and Goodnight my dear readers. :) XOXO.

Adele - Rolling In The Deep.

Assalamualaikum and a very good day to all of you readers and bloggers. Today's video is a song by Adele titled Rolling In The Deep. Since the first time I heard her sing, I love her instantly. I fell in love with her beautiful and unique voice. I love her songs too. Especially this one. Oh, and this is one of 'I Am Number Four' movie soundtrack. Well, here's the song. :)

p/s: You should go to the cinema and watch I Am Number Four ! The best movie in February ! XD

ENJOY !:)

MRSM.

Finally, after the appeal, I finally had been accepted to Maktab Rendah Sains Mara which was located at Kinarut. I've been dreaming of getting into this boarding school for a very long time. Fortunately, my dream has come true and I am very happy.

When my friends knew that I was going to move into another school, they were shocked and sad. All this time, I thought that they would be fine with this action. But, it turns out that they were not fine at all. I am so sorry. I hope all of you will achieve excellence in SPM 2012. :)

To my True Friend(Akmal), I am sorry that we can't hangout and I wish you all the luck in the world in your SPM next year. I know that both of us can get straight A's. :)

Remember the date when our friendship starts. All in all, I wanna say THANK YOU for being my Best Friend Forever, and a True Friend. Frankly, I never thought I'd have a friend like you.

To Abdul Rahman, my best friend, I am sorry because I had to leave you alone in that petty school. If there's a time, we'll meet up. :)

You too, I am very sure that you can score all A in all of your subjects for SPM 2012. It's not impossible. Thanks for making me happy on every single day in school.

I think its better if I stop writing. I'll probably cry if I continue. In conclusion, I WILL REMEMBER both of you Forever and Always.

Literally, I'm crying now. :'(

bye. goodnight. xoxo.