I think I still like n love you... ♥

  Whoa. After all these time, I thought that I've stopped liking and loving you. But it seems that, I still do love you. It's hard to forget a First-Love. Even though I am not as friendly like before, actually I still do love you. I know that you're with another guy now. But I don't want to mess things up. I know that you don't love me anymore. In that case, all that I have to do now, is hoping. Hoping that you would come back to me. Although I've said that, don't ever come back to me again. But actually, I want you to come back. Please. I'm begging you. When will you realize the kindness in me? When will you realize that we belong together? Another two years? Or four years?
  On top of all, I still love you. I know that this may seem a little bit awkward for you to know. But, the fact is, I still LOVE you.

p/s : I mean this.

I am So Stressed Out!

  Lately, I've been very active in school activities such as Public Speaking and Spell It Right. I'm not taking the Spell It Right thing as my number one priority. But the Public Speaking, I AM. I haven't memorized my speech yet, and my impromptu speech is extremely bad, the competition is on the 20th April 2010, and the conclusion is, I am not prepared. Plus, my parents asked me to do the Score A online learning, while I need the time to memorize my speech! And I almost forgot about my homework and assignments! Even last week's homework, I haven't done it yet! This is all your fault Score A! I hate you very much! Because of you, my life is miserable. All the things that I SHOULD do FIRST, was all turned upside down! My schoolwork were the LAST, and the Score A was the FIRST! Ugh. I'm so mystified because, I didn't say anything to my parents about this, and suddenly they registered me up so that they never have to pay anything for my tuition. I was just about to start study my own way, but then, the shit came up and terrorized my life!
 
  When I asked my father why he had to register me up for this thing, he said that it's for my own good. Well, actually, I DON'T see anything good happened to me. I don't think that this thing is helping me. But, I have a feeling that this thing is ruining my life! I hope that I could just erase this matter from my father's head and let me focus on my studies rather than using the computer for an hour and terrorizing my eyes. Okay, I think that's all for today's expressions. I am looking forward to see you later if I have something bashful and anything that's connected to the word STUPIDITY to be post. Goodnight folks!

I LOVE THEM!!

These are the casts of my All-Time Favorite Movie !

Zac Efron/ Troy Bolton

Vanessa Hudgens/ Gabriella Montez

Ashley Tisdale/ Sharpay Evans

When I watched their first movie High School Musical 1, there was some kind of an attraction that made me love them. At first, Troy was the one who holds the fate of his alumni in the basketball game while Gabriella was the bookworm and Sharpay was the diva. One night, in the new year's party near town, was the first place where they meet when they sang the "Start Of Something New" song together unanimously. Because they were chosen by the DJ to sing a song on the stage. Both of them hesitated to sing, but as time passed by, they began to cope with the mood of the song and began to look in each others eyes and found the friendship synchronization among the two of them.

You can search for the story later. All I want to say that 3 of them are HOT!.

especially Ashley and Zac!. ~

Tata~

Today Was A Fairytale- Taylor Swift

I LOVE Taylor Swift, because she is so talented. When she sings, she caught the listener's heart automatically, without doubt!. I heard this song in the Valentine's Day movie, I thought this song was perfectly awesome, and I decided to let you hear it first. FYI, the official video has not been published into YouTube yet, that's why I had to use the fan-made one.



Enjoy!

Happiest Day Of My Life! =)

Today, 6th March 2010, me and my best friend for life went to celebrate his birthday in CenterPoint (CP). We invited many people, but only a few that came to celebrate the day of his life. First, we went to the Popular Bookstore while waiting for the ticket counter to open. I thought of buying him a simple present but meaningful. Unfortunately, there were no gifts that suits my friend, cause he's kinda unique in his own way. I wanted to buy this, but it was imperfect. The others were also imperfect at all! *sigh* Then I finally decided that, it's okay, I can still show my devotion as my present to be given to him.

After a while, we went back to check if the counter is opened or still closed, but thankfully, it is open. We had a rough time on choosing the right movie to watch, but then I just remembered what movie that both of us would love to watch!. Valentine's Day!.. of course!.. After agreeing with each other, we brought the tickets and walk.
Then Akmal's cell was suddenly ringing, and after he read the message, he told me that our friends were here, and they were on their way. I was shocked after hearing that thing, because I was not very familiar with his friends. I called them as his friends rather than our friend because they were from Akmal's class, not mine, and neither in school we seldom meet up. His friends came up to meet us not much than a minute, but less. Akmal had a conversation with them while I was trying to get along with them. As time pass by, the conversation was finished and I knew everyone of them in no time!.  =)
They decided to watch Niyang Rapik, the scary movie, while me and Akmal watch the romance movie.

Our friend Erna could not stay longer than it was supposed to be, because her mother can't fetch her after 12 o'clock, pity her. We went on without her, and we didn't realized that it was almost 12:10pm!! It was the time for our movie to start!.. We rushed back to the cinema as fast as we can, and eventually we were right on time when the movie started. The movie was remarkable!.. I was into the story, because it was a real love movie!.. And the WORSE part was, there was a Gay-Scene!.. haha! And the actor for the gay guy was a very attractive and I thought that he was the hero, but it turns out that he was not. haha... Everyone in the hall was screaming because of  astonishment, including us both!.haha.. But it was a weird experience at all..haha..

After watching the movie, we went to KFC to get our lunch. While we were on our way, we pass by many shops, one of them was, CD shop. I was so frustrated to get a 'New Moon' DVD, and fortunately there was plenty of the DVD in the shop that we passed.  I left Akmal alone in the hallway and walk passionately to the shop to buy the DVD. After I brought the DVD, I went back on my walk to the KFC with full of happiness and satisfaction. We ate KFC 'Jom Jimat' pack. While we ate, we recall the things that we have been through in our friendship and get to know each other much, much better, =)

After lunch, our other friend suddenly called and she said that she was at Palm Square waiting for us to come and accompany her. We hurried back to Palm Square to go and see her immediately because she is  a bad-tempered girl. Luckily, when we arrived there, she wasn't in a bad mood, in fact, she did even smiled a big smile.haha.. Then, we played bowling. I wasn't quite sure whether I should play or not, because I've never played this thing in the past years. In the first and second round, I didn't hit any pin. But in the third round, I hit 5 pins!.. And I was very amazed with myself, although I don't have any experience in this thing, I managed to hit some pins. Finally, I lose to Akmal. I got 55 and he got 94. It's not a big gap anyway, so I don't care mush about losing to him. haha..

After a day in the CP, it was time to say goodbye. But we still can meet in school.haaha..
I was the first to say goodbye to both of my friends. It was very gloomy to say goodbye after we had such a very great time together. I wish that we could do this more often in the future. And that's all for today's agenda. thanx for reading! bye! =)

I need a NEW PHONE.....

I want a NEW Cell Phone...
The one that I'm using right now is stupid and useless...
In fact, I HATE Motorola kind of cell..
It is not as good as Sony.. I want this phone,

 

This is a Sony Ericsson g900 cellphone.

Although this cellphone is greatly expensive!..

But it has it's own features. And that's what I like about this cellphone.. 

I wish that I will have this phone in the future..

All I have to do is WAIT..

You And Me....Gone.

You were once the apple of my eye but now, you're the most disgraceful thing that I had ever seen, love and hold in my entire life. I don't know what did I do wrong. You thought that loving you was a waste? You thought that having you in my life is like sleeping with pigs all night long? For me, you were the best thing that I've ever had in my life, instead of pigs. You told me that you LOVE me, but how could you betray me? Aren't there any other ways that you could do to tell me that you don't love me anymore?
I didn't knew that you were this callous to someone you loved. I thought that you were the congenial-type of girl, but it turns out that you were not. For your information girl, everywhere I'm looking now, I'm bounded with your love. I can't feel anything when I'm with you except for the passion of loving you. But now all of that has gone. I can't bear looking at you adoring your new guy. At the same time, I have to be pretend that I'm happy for you, but actually deep inside of my heart, I hate watching you be stuck on him. So, when you need me back, I'll say no. And don't waste your fiction tears on me, just save it for someone in there, it's way too late I'm closing the door.
It's alright, it's okay, I'm so much better without you, I won't be sorry. So from right now, don't you bother what I do. And no matter you say, I won't return cause our bridge has burnt down. Maybe I should now from the beginning that your love was nothing but a game. GOODBYE
Ms. R ...