Let You Go - Original Song (Syafiq)

Hello Dear Bloggers !

I hope you guys will enjoy this song. :D

Kawan lah sangat. PHUCK YOU!

Okay today's post will be in Bahasa Rojak. I'm so pissed of right now. bukan sebab apa tapi sebab kawan sendiri. haritu bukan main lagi kau baaaa. forever la sangat kann. doigiiahhh. i knew from the starting lg kau memang ada feeling jealous bah sama saya. sampai kau pandai2 cakap orang2 d sana benci saya? whhoooopsss, kau memang suda offside brabis ah. kau nda tau ba cmna kehidupan saya di sana. kau main cakap ja kan? dari dulu lagi ak tahan ba niii kemarahan sama kau. tp nda tau lah cmna ble meletop ni all of a sudden.

i guees you are the type of friend who will only come to me when you are in need of help. not the kind of friend who will stay with me through the ups and downs of life. bila kau sedih and down haritu, punya lah main sial gaya kau. pleading lah sangat. baik ak nda paya kenal kau at the first place. seriously, I regret. I regret of everything! just wait and see for my revenge. just so you know, my revenge is not the mediocre ones. im about to give you the most severe vengeance of all time. i will spread bad things about you. i dont care about karma. this is between me and you. i've had enough of you. you never have thought about me. ever. all you want to talk about is about yourself. ONLY ABOUT YOURSELF. stop being so plastic and illogical. im done being your friend. thanks but no thanks. :)

EVEN LADY GAGA GIVES YOU THE MIDDLE FINGER! HAHAHA.

Greyson Chance - Sunshine & City Lights.

Hello blogger! Tonight I'm going to write a review on Greyson Chance's latest single entitled Sunshine & City Lights. I hope all of you would agree to my review. Wait, I guess you should agree or at least accept this review. After all, this is MY opinion anyway? :P



First of all, without any doubt his voice is awesome and unique. There are not many of male artists who can sing like how Greyson did. And that is a fact! Although his voice is kind of deep and sometimes can be too big or loud, it doesn't really matters. What matters the most is that he can sing.

Moving on, the lyric of the song is quite clear and not too blurry. I mean, the lyric of the song kind of clearly stated what is the true meaning of the song. For example, the phrase "What you need to find, is someone who will never let you go." obviously indicates that Greyson wanted the girl that he likes, to find someone who will never break up with her. So what I'm trying to say here is that the lyrics to this song is very straight forward and can be understood easily.

Next, the music video is not that excellent but it's not that bad as well. I mean, 2 teenagers sneaking out at night for a date? Can that set a good example to the under aged kids who watched the video? I am very sure it is not. Sneaking out of house at night just to go on a date with your beloved one while you are still 16 is not a good manner. Going out into the city at night just to have fun with your partner is not a good thing either. I'm not being complacent towards Greyson or what, but he should've at least think of his viewers and think about other people's thoughts. But overall it was an okay music video. Wait, no it wasn't just an okay music video. It is just perfect without any futile additional matters.

Just in case you haven't watch the music video, I've inserted the video up there just for your convenience. I hope you guys will visit my blog for more of mediocre stuffs. That's all I can say for today. Thanks for viewing!

February.

   Hello bloggers! It has been a while since I last posted an entry in my simple blog. If you read my previous entry, I stated that I was mourning for the sake of what I call a 'bitch'. I know it was useless for being sad over someone who doesn't actually loves you, but that's what I've learnt from my mistake. The fact that I was ignored by my crush has got the best of me and left me devastated. But thankfully, I've grown stronger than before and I will surely pursue my life even though nobody wants to love me except for God, my family and my friends. They are the reason why I survived from a period loneliness. I realized that nothing can stop me from continuing my life.

   January had left me devastated and helpless. I thought that I'll never get up after being knocked down by the challenges in life. But I was definitely wrong. I stood up to them and got stronger day by day. Everyday I hope and pray that my life would be better and thankfully it did. Now that I got through the down side of life, I wish after this I'll get the chance to be happy again. I've missed the happy days back then when you were by my side. But this time, I want to be happy only by myself. Without anyone but me. Maybe then, I'll finally understand the state of happiness of being single.

   I wish February would show me the light and get me back on track. There's no use of crying over spilled milk. What I can do now is to improvise and try my best to redeem myself. I'm looking forward to sing in the rain without any hesitation and worries. I will achieve that glorious day and just get done with it forever. What I need is a little motivation and support either from my family or friends or God. I am so ready to face my next challenges in life. One thing for sure, I will never fail myself to achieve what I've always wanted.

Mourning.

One day you were by my side. Smiling like an idiot. Dancing crazily with a cap on your head. Your height was my only cover from the sunlight. Getting bored of dancing alone, you took my hand and I danced along with you. There was no music though just you humming Olly Murs' song Heart Skips A Beat. Just for once, all of my sorrow was swept away. I was indeed very happy whenever you're with me. I never really thought about you leaving me. All I did think of was eternal happiness.

One day you just disappeared into the darkness and left me grieving. You left me nothing but memories. My heart shattered into millions of tiny and discrete pieces. I was devastated. Nothing could cure the pain you've caused. Everything seems to fall apart and crumble. Revolving doors stopped swinging. Birds stopped chirping. People stopped talking. Music stopped playing. Nothing is how it was back when we were still together. Echoes of your voice is fading away.

Today would be the 30th day of your ignorance towards me. Every morning I wake up, the first thing I do is to check my inbox for any of your messages. But nothing was there except for your old and dusty messages. You used to be my greatest thing, but now you're just a memory to let go of. I swear, the way we say our goodbye is not the way anyone in the world would ever do. Who knew that through ignorance, a strong relationship could fade away and break apart just like that. It's like with the flick of a thumb, our bridge is completely burnt without any chances of it to be stopped.

Like the waves in the ocean, I will always come back for you whenever you are in need of me. I know you probably won't ever come back but I just wish that you would. I've been secretly mourning for a very long time now. I just couldn't stop thinking about the reason you are doing this to me. What did I do wrong? Why did you have to leave me forsaken after all that we've been through together. I'm not being motherly or fatherly, but I just want to know WHY?

I hope you'd still remember about that gift I gave you  last time right after you went home. It is okay if you want to clear any memories about me inside your head. I don't think it's too much to ask for. Perhaps that is what you wanted all this while? You can take what's yours and I will take what's mine. But must we go there? It doesn't have to be this hard. All you need to do is to clear things with me. We don't have to take it this far. If you really value our relationship, pick up the phone and text me or just leave me a voice message. I just want things to be the way it suppose to be. Not the opposite. Love makes life look hard.

Ain't Got No Money In My Pocket.

Good day to all of you gorgeous Popsicles. :)

I've been very unproductive lately. I have no money in my pocket, and my life is a total mess these days. I told my dad that I wanted a driving license, and he said no. It was kind of predictable because with the increase on the cost of a driving license, my parents couldn't afford it. Instead, I was told to find money and pay all the fees all by myself. That caught me off guard. I seriously didn't see that coming.

Since then I thought of getting a job. Not just any kind of job. I want a job with a good pay so that I don't have to work any longer than 2 months. I wish my 2 months of salary can pay all the fees of my driving license. BUT, THAT IS JUST A WISH THAT'S NEVER GOING TO COME TRUE. You wanna know why? Because, I'm such a lazybutt, and I don't enjoy most of the works that are in vacant for any SPM leavers.

I thought harder and finally, I came up with this one brilliant idea which is, to sell CUPCAKES, MUFFINS, AND CAKES. I mean, instead of working for someone, why don't I just work for myself and enjoy? That would be less frustrating and less troubling. But there's only 1 problem and that is, I don't have quite enough money to buy the ingridients all by myself. So I'm thinking of borrowing my parent's money, and I'll pay them later when I've got some profits from my business. I guess they would be okay with my idea. No, I hope they would be okay with my idea of selling cakes. :)

About my field of customers, I'm gonna try to sell it to my juniors at my old secondary school and I'm going to get some help from my little sister in promoting my business among her fellow friends. I'm pretty sure that my plan is going to succeed eventually. I've got the knowledge of making good cakes, and I've got some good flavors that's going to make people go loco and hyped up!

Just in case you have any suggestions about what flavor should I be selling, you can tell me in the comment box below. :)

I hope you guys will support me in this! Thank You for reading, Good Night. :)
xoxoxo

A New Chapter.

Hello dear bloggers and Happy New Year 2013 :)

2012 has come to an end. Out with the old. In with the new. Cherish only the good memories of 2012 and forget about all the bad and bitter memories of 2012. It's time to turn over a new leaf and write a new chapter in our very own lives. This is the opportunity for us whether to change into a better person or just maintain just the way we are. But as for me, I'll sure turn into a far better person than last year. 

Overall, 2012 has been a very tough year for me. Yet, it was a very memorable and sweet year ever. I finally ended my senior year, which turned out to be a very sweet ending. All of us the form 5 students of MRSM Kota Kinabalu, the 7th Batch, finished our SPM examination together and we even celebrated the ending of our senior year with a final barbecue party. It was hell of a time. 

One of my 2012 highlights was also my performance during my formal dinner which also turned out to be my birthday. It was my favorite moment in my life but I was kinda sad because I didn't get the chance to take pictures together with my junior whom I really adore since the day we began to get along. However, I still enjoyed the dinner because all of the girls sang 'Happy Birthday' to me after my performance. And that made me seriously happy and appreciated. :)

I'll miss the pressure that all of the subjects have given me during SPM weeks. That was the time I worked my butt off for the very last time before moving on into University. It was the most pressure-esque week in my whole entire existence. Whew. I'll miss that pressure a lot.

I'll never forget all of my friends in MRSM Kota Kinabalu and SMK SANZAC. :) They are the reason why I survived high school. Without them I'll probably drop out of school because of depression and loneliness. Not forgetting to all of my teachers, a big applause for all of your teachings and motivations. I'll surely try to apply everything in my daily life.

Frankly, there are so many sweet and happy memories throughout the entire year of 2012. It is impossible to for me to list down and elaborate in a short time. Plus, I'm tired because of last night's new year celebration. It was hell of a fun. Perhaps I can tell you some more in the next post.

I think that is all I have to say in this entry. Let's just hope this year will be more memorable than my previous 16 years of living. Until next time, goodbye and Happy New Year 2013. Take care readers.