Adam Lambert - If I Had You

Hey there readers! Today I'll post a music video of Adam Lambert's new hits, titled If I Had You. In my opinion, this song is superb! Although there are some 18sx content, I still love it. Some people hate him because he's gay, but for me, who cares if Adam Lambert is gay? At least he has a jolly good voice, and unique personality( I like it when he wears eye liners, and I like his hairstyle. I wish I could get a hairstyle like his). Well, okay peeps, I'll let you watch his Official Music Video.

*Note to the readers, it may be a little bit pornographic. Anyway, Enjoy !*

PMR .

Gawd! PMR is almost here, and I'm not ready to face the exam yet! Well, I guess I have to stick up with my plan B, which is :

- Less online, maybe 1 time in a week, or none.

- Eat healthy foods which are good for my mind.

- Sleep early.

- Decrease my hand phone usage in these last hours.

- Sacrifice most of my times, to study including during my leisure.

- Lessen my singing times, or else, I'll lose most of my knowledge in my cute big brain.

- Pray, including Solat Hajat.

- Read more book instead of novels.

- Gain my confidence.

Okay, there you have it, summary of my so called plan B. I freaked out when I knew that PMR is in 40 days! I regret wasting my time. I wish I could turn back time, and realize that time is the most precious thing to me. But, I know, there's no use of regretting the past, just let the future be. In fact, everything happen for a reason. Perhaps, right now, I'll freak out, but when the day comes, I'll be extremely calm? -what a dream!-.

Well, PMR is in 40 days, and I'll promise to make the best out of it. I wonder, how will the students look like when the actual PMR day is here? Will they freak out? Or will they just relax and be extremely cool? Hmm, I don't know yet, but I hope I'll relax.

I think, that's all for today, I may update my blog on the weekends only, due to my plan B. haha.

Thanks for reading . ! Tatatititutu !

Plans for today .

Well, hello there once again readers to my adorable readers! Its Sunday, and its time for leisure! Yippee!

As I woke up today, after I ate my 'Sahur', I was extremely enthusiastic about doing some photography sessions today with some of my 'models' a.k.a. my sister, and cousins. They have always been my models since I started to be active in photography, especially my lovely sister. She's so inspirational to me. Every time I take a picture of her, her personality shines like a bright sunlight, and its impossible to endure the excitement and enthusiasm of taking some snaps of her.

Okay, enough with the stories of my sister! As I indicated, today I will be doing some photography sessions with my 'models'. I was wondering, where should I meet them? When should I meet them? Well, after a few minute of thinking, I finally found the answer! Luckily, today, my parents organized a family break fasting at my grandmother's house, and all of my cousins were invited to make it happier. For a minute, I felt a glimpse of excitement and enthusiasm. But then, something bothered me, and the 'thing' was, HOMEWORKS! In all of a sudden, I felt like, my day would be crushed into pieces, and my plans for my Sunday, would vanish in a blink of an eye. I kept a positive thought, and think about it. Maybe, this time, I'll divide my time for homeworks and leisure. Huh, truthfully, I suck in dividing my time to do some things in a day. Hmmm, it'll not be as bad as it could be. Perhaps, I can do my homeworks at night, and have fun in the morning, like my teacher said, "Don't get too stressed out because of homeworks or studies, have some fun."

Well, okay that's all for My Sunday. Wish me luck for today! =)

Thanks for reading !

My Exam Result Sucks .

I received 8 of my exam results this week, and it was a little bit, building, but at the same time, disappointing. Well, I'll tell you what my result looks like, :

Bahasa Melayu : 77 % ( B )

Science : 75 % ( B )

Geography : 65 % ( C )

Mathematics : 63 % ( C )

Pendidikan Agama Islam : 59 % ( C )

Sejarah : 58 % ( C )

Kemahiran Hidup : 53 % ( D )

Bahasa Arab : 51 % ( D )

Okay, there you have it. Now, as you can see, if you read my post about my First Term exam (Click Here), I made so much improvements and yet, some of my marks are so unacceptable. You may realize that there is something yet somehow missing in action. I didn't insert my English marks, because I haven't received it yet. But, I can tell you that, I got 37 /40 for my paper 1 , and for my paper 2, I don't know yet. For your information, I'm hoping that I could get an A in my English, because that's the only thing that I'm "Good" at.

And just now, my father asked me about my this, and I was extremely anxious about telling him what did I get. But eventually, I found the will to tell my father about my results, and it turns out that I was scolded harshly, and he told me to turn off the computer, and open some pages, instead of typing something that would make my life miserable. I am very disappointed in my Kemahiran Hidup's marks. Last time, I got 63 % , and now, it fell right into the hole of DOOM. As for my Bahasa Arab, I somehow expected that I was going to get that marks, because it is absolutely difficult to be answered! Plus, the Ministry Of Bahasa Arab Malaysia, had published a new format for the paper, and after 2 years of learning and training about the previous format, it somehow turned into ashes. (sobs..)

Well, I guess that's all, and to you readers, PLEASE pray for my success in PMR this coming October ! If you did, thanks , I really appreciate it.

Good Night ! ♥

Somebody To Love.

Lately, I've been craving to have a girl by my side. I don't know why, but I guess I really need to start to find someone new. Put yourself in my shoes, then you'll know what I'm feeling right now.

My latest breakup was very heartbreaking, for she was the most wonderful girl in the whole world. Nothing can change what she meant to me. She's the only one that I want, nobody else in this world. A long time ago, I always insult the people with girlfriends / boyfriends at my school. Maybe, that time, I wasn't matured enough to know the true meaning of love. But now, when I knew it, it's like my world is meaningless without my girlfriend by my side.

She's the apple of my eye, and when we met, my heart bumps furiously. She was my first love, and some people said that ' First ones are always the hardest. ' At first, I didn't believe that its hard to forget the first ones, but when I broke up with my ex recently, it was ultra-heartbreaking. I felt so lonely, with no one to hold on to. Every night, I think about her most of the time. Sometimes, I can't seem to sleep and when I looked back at her picture, then I could sleep.

For me, losing her is the last thing that I wish could happen. Although she told me to wait for another 3 months, Its like I can't wait much longer. I'm tired of waiting all my life to fall in love with a girl like her. I'll Love her no matter what'll happen in the future. May God will always bless the both of us.

The Best Hangout Ever !

This morning, me, Is, and Hanis went to Suria Sabah to watch Twilight Sage : Eclipse. We've planned this thing yesterday since I can't watch it with my friends from my class, I decided to watch it with them.

I took off from home at 1:15pm , and I was worried, cause I told them to wait for me there at 1:00pm. But thank God, they arrived at the same time as me. As we arrived, we went straight to the 8th Floor. It was extremely crowded! Plus, we're rushing because the movie will start at 2:00pm and its 2:05pm! When we asked the counter-girl, she said, " Ada tempat lagi, tapi cuma di depan la. ". Then Hanis said, " Lantak la. Bagi jak kami. ", and the tickets were on our hands, now it's time to hit the screen.

Although we sat on the front, and we have to look up as the screen was over the top of our heads, it was not disappointing. Plus the movie was AWESOME ! If I could rate the movie, I'll give it 10 out of 10. And there's a part of this movie that made me laugh. It was when Jacob said, " I'm hotter than you " to Edward when Edward asked Jacob to warm Bella up. Everyone in the hall was laughing out loud including us. And there's many other part that really made me laugh. But, I don't want to be a spoiler, so its better to keep it as a secret.

After the movie, we went to KFC and grabbed something to eat. I ordered KFC Jom Jimat with the rice and the others ordered something else. We ate the lunch full with enthusiasm, and we did take some snaps while we're eating. Thanks to Is, the photographer. Also, we didn't stop laughing until it's time to say goodbye. When we're already outside, Is suddenly took out his camera, and starting to take pictures of us again. This time, we posed, and made some cool moves in front of the camera. But then, Is's mother came to fetch him and all that's left was me and Hanis.

After approximately half an hour, both of our guardians came to take us home. It was such a great day. And I had such a great time with them. I wish I could do this again next time.

That's all for today. Goodnight !

I'm a really bad person !

Huh... Just, I had a fight with a girl named Ily Mumtaz Iskandar in Facebook. At first, she commented my status saying that I like gays stuffs. I was totally mad at that time, and say, " don't judge a book by its cover. " . And then, she deleted me from her Facebook! I was like, "Whoa." . I am a really bad person. I bet the girl is crying right now. Haha. Well, to that girl, there's something I want to tell you. " When you meet people, make sure you know them right. And never talk bad things about me, or you'll pay for it. "

Tata . ! =)